Tuesday, January 31, 2006 Y
Sometimes it's hard to figure it out wat ones is thinking... U can never figure out wat other ppl is thinknig.. Only urself knows wat you are thinking.. So wat's the motive u have?!?!?!?! Hai...
Seeing her like this... Is like.... I really wish to help her.. But now it's chinese nwe year, i can't juz go out like tat. Hai... But wat done has done.. I noe she's real hurt.. Nobody can understand how she feels... Wat can i say?? Some man are real jerk. Jerk until i can't use words to describe... Love suppose to be the most beautiful things on earth but becoz of some mistakes, this turns out to be a scar in her heart. A very deep scar.. I know she's painful... I know she oso dun wanna do tat but she has to.... Everyone is hoping for a perfect relationship but wat done to her is really far too much already. I really hope she's doing fine although words can't help much. But at least there's someone there for her. I wish for a perfect reationship but guess wat?? Wat telelvision has show can never be happen in real life. Never on this earth will have this perfect guy/relationship. Everytime when i am watching tv, i will imagine wat kind of person i will come across with....
Now it's 3.44am... Juz another 24 days i will turn 18 le.. Time flies huh?? Anyway, i think i will organise a BBQ on my birthday.. Guess by tat time i quit already. Tat'a a good one.. Btw, happy new year everyone... Spend 400 plus on my new LCD and keyboard... A brand new year, a new beginning... Good luck eeryone!~
Listen to my heart @ 3:36 AM
