Oh yah, my hamster die today... Hammi die today.. So sad... I went to jurong point for the giordano interview. Jing cai was late wor. hey jing cai, i reach there at 5 lor!!! Haha... I bought a polo shirt and was tempted to buy a jacket at 77th street and a pair of shoes. But yah.. Didn't buy in the end.. Oh yah, on the way saw siew noi again. haha.. we went to watch movie. Monster-in-law. Quite nice.. Then after tat we went home. Think tat's all ba.. Haha...

Hey, i've change my blogskin today. Nice huh?? Suits me now.. Haha... Pei ling called me this morning at 10 plus and call me to work. Late min one.. So yah.. msg xuan told her tat tml i can't go to sentosa. Tired.. Hands very pain... Haha.. Quite fun today... Oh the way to ritz carlton, saw this gal the back view look sooooooooo similar to leng lor. I nearly went forward and call her. I stood up yes.. wanna see?? really look so alike lor.. Let you see the pic. idiot lor my phone. Can't take pic secretly de. coz of the sound. Haha.. She even carry a laptop and she came in at readhill station lor.. Even hair colour oso the same... OMG!!! Scary.. I reach ritz carlton at 5.10 then go and take my monet for sat work de.

I was so unlucky today.. First thing first, when i reach the mrt station, the train juz leave. Usually i reach the mrt station, the train is about to come. In another words i always on time when the train comes lah. I tot today report time is 6 then i reach at 5.10 but it turns out to be 5.30. Which means i have only around 20 minutes for me to go and change, bum up my hair and have my dinner. OMG!!! I report at 5.35 but hui ling is kind, she write down 5.30. The first task i do today is to light up the candle. I hurt my finger lor... First match stick somemore. K nvm.. After tat it is cocktail. Then tat STUPID SKY keeps on scolding me for no reason. Idiot lor he.. Picking on me sia.. Call me to go here go there.. What keep on saying i tok. Idiot lor.. Was so frustrated lor... I tot today i might spill something or do something worng. But it's all right untill the end.. Haha.. I spill water onto the table. Haha.. Lucky there's not many guests already. They keep on telling me tat there's this guy admirer me. Is tat guy blind or wat?? Haha... OMG.. Think it's fake de ba.. Dunnoe lah. None of my business. OoPs. Haha... Legs are veyr pain... some more soooooooooooooo suay.. My house the lift spoil!!!! IDIOT!! And i have to climb up all the way to 16th floor!!!!! IDIOT!! my legs are sooooooooo pain lor.. So suay right today??

Today very idiot one... I work free for 30 minutes.. Coz i tot the report time is 11:30 then i 11.02 then reach but in the end it's 11 reporting time. I report at 11.15 then they mark 11.30. Idiot lor... But nvm.. Today work at "snappers". Very happy coz worknig at snappers it's easier. I nearly faint today yes.. Blackout. haha.. I can't see a thing lor.. I was yawning all the way and i know i was gonna faint already. I went inside and eric (the manager) actually hold me wor. he was sooooooooooo good.... tell you he even hold me all the way.. And let me sit on his lap lor.. Have you ever see a manager like this before?? So good right?? This manager very good ah.. He is a ang mo btw... Very very good.. If he is much younger, then i think i wil lfall in love with him lor. Haha... I got better and went back to work again. Oh yah, there's a guy call tony oso.. Haha. .very very good.. Can't stand it.. Ppl over there are very very good. haha.. Love working at "snappers" lor.. Haha... I wanna work at "snappers" already!!! So happy. Know pei zhen and may.. Haha.. They are studying in SP wor. Both can enter JC de but dun want... How come ppl nowadays dun wanna go JC already??? Anyway, tml i'm working again... oh yah, on the way back i saw the "yuan lai jiu shi ni" tat program. The junction is like jam lor... Not is like, It's really jam... Then someone was scolding the hosts (yi feng and zhong qing). De... Went to hallmark and find tina. haha.. Tina dun want to work anymore.. coz her school has started. Tat's so sad.. Going to sentosa with xuan on tues.. Xuan, i dunnoe whether i'm going anot lei.. Haha.. was working on sun, tues then all teh way until sat. Kind of tired.. Haha.. Sostill thinking.. can i confirm it with you on monday?? Sorry ah... Think tat's all for today le.. wanna see my payment voucher?? idiot lor.. 11.02.. Then the starting time they mark is 11.30.. Idiot!!!

Nothing much today... Yah... Time flies huh??? It's near the end of may already... All my friends have go to their new school ad start their next journey in life... All the best k??? Leng found a job already. Happy for her... U make sure you dun neglect your homework ok?? Take care ah... As for me, i will be working this year and enter a course tat i like next year. Think i'm going to poly already.. JC i have to worry about my GP... I am quite worry for my friend as he get back to single already. He loves the gal very much.. I didn't ask him much as he wanna be alone. I know tat feeling.. Sometimes, love acn be quite suck too.. It can hurt a person but can bring you happiness oso. Juz saw his gf the day before... But now... Things are unpredictable..... Hope he will get well soon.... Izzit hard to find someone who cherish me?? I hate tat feeling... Think back... Alot of things i shouldn't do... Regrets.. I'm living in regrets.... If there's a possibility to turn back time, i hope i can go back to my pri school tat time.. I should have study hard for my PSLE.... Then everything will change... But one thing i didn't regret doing.. And tat's is to know u guys.. My class 4e1 (every single 1), sook theng, jessie, si hui. jac, wen ting, xuan, michelle, ray, isk and so on..... I really really miss you guys alot alot.... Next year if i enter any of the courses, u guys better take care of me ah. Haha... Oh yah, RS didn't reply me.... I had been waiting for his reply since 19 of may and wat's the date today?? He didn't go friendster yes.. Anyway, his birthday is around the corner. I think at least i should wish him a "happy birthday" lor.. I am working on his birthday. How come we always say "there will be better guys out there watiing for you" but until now, where's my mr right??? I mean... This sentence is juz to console ppl only... It seems to be useless?? Haha.. No lah.. I noe it's juz to console ppl but yah.. Juz tat it's hard to know someone who gives you this special feeling and really IS your ideal type.... Look those who are around you, maybe the someone is around you all this while and you didn't realise it?? Who knows??? Cynthia told me tat he saw RS at bugis. He was inside the bus.. Well, i really have htis complicated feeling towards him.. hate and love...... Wat should i do?!?!?! I am stupid... Stupid me....... SUCK!!!

Kana PS by tat er xin de RAY HO CHEE HWEE!!!!!!!!! Urgh... Qi si wo le.. He said tat he was sick sso yah... Anyway, I woke up at 8 juz to watch american idol but fall asleep half way through. I slept at around 4 am in the morning... tired... Went to lot 1 and saw choon siang. Wa.. He got into TP wor and his hairtsyle very very STYLE!!! OMG!!! Haha.. Then i went to wanston walk walk... I was juz about to walk home when i saw SIEW NOI!!! My IJC friend!!! Pals ok.. Haha... Chat for like almost 1 hour.. Haha.. Donate 1.50 lor... sorry ah jing cai, didn't went to bugis to find you coz of tat stupid ray lah.. Haha.. I very bad i noe.. haha.. Today it's thurs right??? Am i suppose to meet PL to go to school and take the o level cert?? haha.. Siew noi reminded me... Then i went to greenridge and take my o level cert lor... Oh the way back saw long fei. Then on the lrt saw jamie. Slack at home until now.. Haha... wanna see pic?? I noe my pimple very big so i use a plaster and cover it yes.. Haha....

My hands are very pain!!! Oh man... Very tired.... I worked straight 5 days.. My hands nearly cramp lor. But sooner or later, i will get use to it already. I broke a tissue thing... Em.. Those glass which put tissue de lah. haha. Lucky i broke inside.. Sky was sooo fierce sia... He seems to be picking on me... Took some pic with cristine. She's not working anymore. So sad.... Left me alone... Sooo sad... Winnie and pearlyn are not gonna work too already. Tat's so sad... Wanna see them? Haha...

Sometimes i am thinking.. Why my life is like tat... there's ups and downs yet i can't overcome te downs which happen in my life. But anyway, i went to work today.. I replace pearlyn last min... The security guard like dun believe tat i'm working today. I tot i had called the person in charge in banquet already?? Idiot lei he.. Haha.. Start to work lor.. I only ate 2 breads today. Haha.. On diet. The my friend (karen) said tat eat bread will get fatter. Haha.. But i juz eat lor. DUn have the appetite to eat rice or wat. today the event is SGH oganise one... Those who attend this dinner are all DOCTORS AND RICH PPL ok... Haha.. Dun play play ah.. today it's western again. Lucky i didn't make any misteke today. Nearly make mistake but dun have. Haha.. I keep on repeating all the same things.. --> i'm appealing to get into poly coz of english to almost all the ppl over there already. I realise life isn't as simple as wat we think. There are many different kinds of ppl out there... Different level of education i mean.. I didn't mean anything. I mean.. I realise education is really important to a person. It can trash you or bring you up. Yah... So i think next eyar then i entry poly ba.. If not i try JC first. But i scare my GP paper yes... Poly still a good choice huh? Yah.. Something RS keeps on appearing in my mind lor.... I really dunnoe why.... Hai.. Suan le.. Today release at 11. reached home at 12.15. Haha.. Earn 33 bucks today. Support to work until 12 de lor but ended at 11. Suan le.. Wanna buy the pants with xuan.. Haha... Very tired.. haha.. Tml still working.. haha.. buai buai..

Juz got back from work. Oh gosh, my hands are damn pain right now.. Coz of the cocktail. Guys, if you went to any of the occation, pls take their drinks... It's damn damn damn heavy lor.. haha... Its's a wedding dinner btw... Fun fun... The groom is melvin and the bride is yumei. Kind of compatible. So sad.. today there's no tips. haha... I rmb the first time i work got tips wor. 20 bucks. haha.. Cool huh?? Basically there's about al. Oh yah, i wanna work at snappers!!! Tat job is easier... Pearlyn and winnie gonna stop working for a period of time already. Coz their school starts already. Sad.. I'm working alone now.. chan chai oso not working for a period of time le.. sad case lor me... Hai... suan le lor.. Wat to do...

Woke up by my sis's call. She called me in the morning at 12.20 and called me to go to her school to pass her her pants. Yah.. Then i was like juz woke up yes.. I bath already then my sis msg me telling me tat i dun need to go her school already. Stupid lor.. Then i slack until 4pm then went to work. Reach there at around 5.10. The 7th time working over there already. Balencing improve already but still em.. haha.. No mistake today. I worked until 12am then took the van back home. First time sitting the van. Haha.. Oh yah, know quitw a few ppl over there.. Not bad ah.. RS didn't reply my msg to him coz i dun think he got go in friendster.. haha.. But anyway, i send him tat msg already.... Yah...

Ytd went out with leng to pass her something... Yah... saw gene... De... Haha... He was so quiet yes... I noe i'm noisy lah.. haha.. Bought a lip gross... need it for work de... Face got afew PIMPLES!!! Urgh.. Qi si wo le... Sob sob.. haha.. After tat i went back home lor.. Tok with wesley... Yah... See my sis playing theme hospital. haha.. Fun fun.. love to see my sis playing PS.

Then today went out with xuan to PS. haha.. Fun fun... Watch amityvillie horror.. before we went in, there's this group of "kids" who are above 16 i guess was like shouting?? Toking loudly in public?? OMG. Hate this kind of ppl.. Small kids... The ticket seller doesn't believe tat we are above 16. Pls lor.. I'm 17 and xuan is 18 already lor.. De.. haha... But anyway, tat movie, it's kind of... Scary? Some parts lah.. haha... The last time i go PS and 1st time watch at PS was with RS... Tat night... Suan le.. Forget it... After the movie, we go walk walk at PS. Went into the S & K shop. Wa... there's a pants damn cool lor.. Very very nice.. I really like it.. NOt only me, xuan oso like it. haha... But it is 49 bucks lor. I have to work for 9 hours to buy for tat pants lor... Yah.. Confirm buying.. but before tat, i MUZ go and buy a specs. haha... Took some pictures with xuan. haha... Fun fun.. Oh yah, we bought some wooden letters... show ya.. Then on the way back saw my "mortal". haha.. My YVIP mortal.. His name is nicholas. I only rmb his name. We were cahtting on the bus when xuan told me tat nikki was in the same class as RS during pri school time. OMG. yah, gal, dun think too much le.. It's over... Oh yah, i discover something... RS is using his friendster account already. Ad he got a msn account. he didn't add me. Yah.. And u guys know why i am thinking of changing my url? Coz he knows it.. haha.. but nvm.. let him know.. No harm.. wat i said is true.. Bloody true.. Send a msg to RS through friendster.. Planning to show it here but forgot to click the save sent msg before sending. So sorry... But anyway, i wrote 2000 over letters. Haha... So yah.. here's the pic!~

To be exact, RS and i break off coz of character. Not compatible?? Yah.. Tat's for sure... Sorry guys, i didn't really say out the reason why we break.. Sorry... Btw, I have lots of things to say to him but wat's the use of saying it all out suddenly after so long?? Sorting out old scores?? Wat's the use man... So i juz let it rest lor... Xuan is right... Lesson to be learn, not to trust a person 100%... Sorry to those friends who are reading this coz really... I learn form experiences already. Agree??? Oh yah, i'm not working today coz they last min need to cut off ppl n i'm one of those suan one. De.. -_-" Haha... Kind of miss school life..... Miss greenridge sec class 4E1... Miss the 1st 3 mths gang... Sherine, pei shi, siew noi, shi ling, gillian, geraldine, jonathan, bear, SJ, chan chai nic and alot more.... If NYP really rejected me, i guess i gonna enter next year already... Coz of my english... So wat for i so sad?? It's my fault right??? I know it's hard to take it... To me, it's the face.. I know wat you guys are thinking... I really care about the face i guess.. Coz u know.. It's not nice to say tat u are not studying to other ppl... Tat's why in the first place i die die muz enter a course. But why i reject RP?? K now here the real reasons... I rejected RP becoz school started on the 1st of april. tat day is the 1st mth anniversary with RS. And basically i am still in a holiday mood. RP, tat course.... I admit tat i over thought myself already.. Tot tat i can enter NP or SP for sure.. But yah.. Disppointment... i dislike RP, tat time yes... but after toking with cynthia, i found out tat RP is quite nice oso.. I know it's abit too late already so wat's the use of regreting right?? All i can think is i pass my english and enter a better course, isn't tat better??? really... Above is the real reasons why i rejecting RP's offer.. Dun rise up tat matter again le ok?? haha.. I say it all out becoz it's over.. yah.. So it's time to let you guys know... Oh yah.. Nowadays wesley and i kind of close ah?? haha.. I have become wesley's love consellor already... Haha.. There's some lose and gains from love.. Seriously i really know how to console ppl and give them advice but myself, nope.. I think back.. seriously i think i'm being blind by love alreacy.. It's juz... Uncontrollable... The feeling.. It's juz so complicated... Guess wat?? i think alot of things i could do if i'm the normal myself...... I mean.. the way i handle... But when i'm in love, i juz... dunnoe how to handle... Guess i ned an angel to help me with this.... I tend to believe myself more.. Tat's why i dun hear other ppl advice when they giive me.. I'm so sorry... I really learn my lesson already.... Not to put in 100% in love.. tat's an advice given by xuan but i didn't listen to her.. yah.. Here are some msgs from my friends out there... Really appreciate it...

Hey... I went out with eric today after my work from 11.30 to 3. actually it was ended at 2pm de but need to set up all those things then ended at 3. worse still, should be until 4pm de but i request to leave early coz i'm catching a movie yes... haha.. The manager wasn't happy with me coz i'm leaving early.. Yah.... But anyway, suan le.. Pearlyn called me and asked me to replace her on thursday coz she's having a BBQ on tat day. Worse still, she's the organiser yet she forgot all about it. haha.. yah... watch heaven of kingdom... Wasn't tat great after all... It's violent lah seriously.. i was so hungry when i'm inside the cinema.. haha.. Hungry + cold + tired... haha... yes.. i Was damn cold. u guys should know how cold my hands can be.. I was shivering lor... Haha... After the movie, we went to LJS to have out dinner. After tat we went to Heren for a walk.. Back to cenileisure to buy famous amous cookies for my sisters. i am working so i guess i should buy something for them... yah.. I'm good right i noe.. haha.. yah... Think tat's all le...

Yah!~ Working today.. Anyway, didn't make any mistake today!~ So happy... It's cocktail btw.. SO damn tiring... Ended at 11. Oh yah, before tat, i was on the way going to work ma but was being hold ack by 3 ppl. Stupid.. all aim me sia.. I got tat innocent look i know but haha... Haha.. The last one even follow me until my work place there lor. Stupid lor... Omg... he said i go and get my payment and i gave him to sign up for the membership card. So he follow me allthe way from citylink to there!!! SO scary!!! I can't even reject him yes.... Some more tml i'm working lor.. OMG!!! Scary... Hope tat i dun see him yes.. Oh the way back, wen bing msg me and said tat he had broken up with his gf already. I mean.. Of all person, why msg me?!?! Urgh... K nvm... reach home at 12.30.. Kind of tired.. Yah... Think tat's all le...

Yah!~ Today it's my mum's birthday!~ We went to lot one the sakae sushi and have our dinner there. It's kind of cool ah.. Haha.. We wait for around 15 mins for my chiramushu. Dunnoe how to spell but it's the egg thing lah. Haha.. They have fogotten about my order already!!! haha... We eat for around 1 hour wor.. Haha.. Fun fun... OH yah, on the way to lot 1, rmb something.. RS..... Anyway, i really wanna scold him.. I mean.. for his good lor.. He need to change his mind concept towards love.. Really... Should i or should i not?? tag and tell me pls... Gonna show u guys the pic we took!! haha.. Fun fun... Irmb i tot a pic with RS at tat shop oso.. Yah...suan le.. here's the pic...

I slept for 4 hours then woke up to go for the british council at marsling. I am very very tired lor... But anyway, still went for my work. Yah.. Have to rmb allthe stupid name os the percious moments things. Wat baby classics and figuring dunnoe wat lah.. My mind is like... Cannot absorb lor.. Coz lack of slp. Then waited until 4.10 then i go for my break. I ru nto ritz carlton to take my payment but i dunnoe sat they didn't open. Stupid.. Waste my half an hour of break. Tat's the only break i have lor.. I only ate 1 bread yes.. I was eating while rushing to ritz carlton yes... So pathetic right? then went back... Oh yah, the ppl over there are very nice. They are regina, alvin and min ting. Therer's one costumer bought alot of things wor.. It's over 200 bucks already lor.. Omg.. i can't believe it.. I mean.. Precious moment things sooo expenive still got ppl wanna buy?? Ok lah, maybe i abit.. em.. stingy but tat'd wat i think lor.. Spend over 50 bucks for juz a small thing i think it's not worth it lah... haha... But if someone bought me this i dun mind lah!~ =D Haha.... was expecting to see someone i know but no lei.. Haha... Some flashback...... Of me and him..... Stupid...... I dun wanna think of him one but... yah... suan le... Sooooo tempted to scold him. i even type out the msg already... Hahaha.. Anyway, i logged of at 9.35 then i headed home straight away. Was soooo exhusted... Yah.... Anyway, gonna end here already.. buai buai...

Went to work today.. haha.. I reached there at.430. So funny.. I tot i'm number 84 but it turned out to be 83. De.. Saw the wrong slot. Haha.. The security so cute ah.. Still can joke with me.. Is i blur lah i noe.. Haha.. De.. Know quite a few friends over there. Haha.. Almost all TP de wor.. btw, toady it was a farewell dinner to the citibank the dunnoe who Lee ah boon ah... YAH!! No mistake today!! OH yah, the stupid Korth said me today.. Stupid... Say the spillage person is ove tat froup (who is me lah). Urgh.. Qi si wo le.. Forget it.. Haha.. Yah.. Today very exhusted.. Yah.. 3 am in the morning still online and say all these nonsense.. Haha... Anyway, gtg and slp le. yah.. Buai!~

Woke up late this morning. hahaha... Planning to go westmall and change my phone at 2 ba yah, i woke up at 1.20 yes. Haha.. Reached there at 2 some more. Hahaha... then go eat at foodcourt. Saw miss eng again. haha.. The day before mothers's day we saw miss eng at westmall with her family oso. Haha.. Today oso saw her, but this time is she alone. Anyway, Bought a phone.. Sony erisson k700i. Not bad lah.. Wanted to bought nokia 7260 but Jc said the function not good. wa... Oh yah, those who wanna buy hp, call me.. My cousin work over there!! Hahaha.. Then after tat rushed to citylink the hallmark there for an job interview. Got the job already. working this sat at there... On the way back, asw wan tian and xiao bei!! On the same train some more. they went to bugis to buy clothes... Then i went to minitoon for an interview... But it's full.. Sae kah bang again... He beomes so damn shuai yes.. Haha.. then i went home.... After tat went back to lot 1 again to watch house of wax. It's a damn worth it movie. Really.. So horror!! Haha... Oh yah, on the way to lot 1 with zhu kor and my sis (i am the gooseberry yes..), i feel... weird?? yah... Keep on thinking of RS and i dunoe why... Then zhu kor kept on toking about him.. Oh the way i was like so quiet..... Even though he is a ****, i still think of him... Thik of all the promises... Wat's the use man... Com'on.. forget about him!!! Suan le... Then reached home, zhu kor kept on asking me to help him ask for his hp price. yah.. will ask de... Btw, my hp.. Em.. i dunnoe how to use?? haha.. Really lah.. I dunnoe how to use.. Is like i use nokia for how long already the i switch to sony ericsson.... Haiyo....Yah.. Haha...Think tat's all le...

Woke up at 9.45 and get ready by 10.15 already. Took mrt to tamp. On the way there saw tina!! Haha.. She went to work.. i alighted at the wrong station!!! u guys know wat?? I alight at simei. De... I went out of the mrt staion then i was asking some strangers about where to take the bus 23. Then they keep on telling me to take mrt to tamp then there got bus 23. Then i was wondering, i was at tamp right?? yah. .Then how come they kept on calling me to go tamp?? Isn't it i was at tamp now? Then i looked up, it was SIMEI!!! I alighted at the wrong mrt station le.. OMG!! So damn pai seh yes... Then took mrt to tamp and took bus 69 to TP. Alight at the wrong bus stop again. Haha.. OMG... Anyway, TP it's full already... Winnie and pearlyn bring me there. They so good... Really have to thanks them.. Yah... So sad.... After tat i wanted to go down to NYP de. But too kthe wrong bus again and ended up at sim lim square there yes.. I dunneow hy i so blur but yah.. So i alight and took 67. I called SP and NP on the way back. I went pass NP and i was thinking, why not go and give it a try se whether NP got vaccany anot. So i alight and went to NP. Yah.. It's full yes... There's this guy who had been accepted already but he didn't go and register, so he might not get a space there... Tat's sooo sad... Anyway, wish him al lthe best. Then i went back home... So sad... Now NYP it's my only hope. If not i next year ten went into poly aready.. Oh yah, planning to go and register the english british course. $680... then i can work and pay it... I really need to brush up my english already yes.... Worse come to worse, i retake my english then i entry next year intake de. I can choose the courses i like IF i pass my english. This year juz work lor.. Earn money.. Oh yah, shwanrick called me, he was like.. yah.. dunnoe how to tell me tat RP it's full already. De.. I mean.. yah.. Tat's him.. Tok on my hp for 5 MINUTES!!! OMG... suan le.. yah.. think tat's all le...

How come i dreamt of him?!?!?!?! Yah... I dreamt of him.. If i'm not wrong, he is asking for a patch.. I dun exactly rmb already.. But i rmb he was holding my hands yah.. Something like tat... I dreamt about him 2 time after the break already lor.. Haiyo..... Dunnoe why.... Hai.. Suan le... Anyway, today it's mother's day. Went to my grandma house and celebrate with my relatives. Then tml going to TP and NYP to appeal for a course. Yah.. Btw, it's about too late to regret RP already. So yah... I noe i am damn stabborn but yah.. Wat done has done.. Sorry guys.. I noe tat you guys care for me but it's too late to regret already. My didi called me not to regret last time.. Suan le...

I got rejected by SP!!!!!! Urgh.... Going to TP and NYP le.. On monday... Yah.. Friends scold me stupid.. yes i think i am.... Stupid lor.. Reject RP... urgh.. Forget it... If not i've to wait for another year le... Shit... Went to westmall today... RS msg me and ask me how... I mean poly de... Dunnoe lah.. he sure scold me stupid de oso. Hai.. Suan le.... Saw miss eng... And there's this guy ask for my number which is i think tat guy is nuts?? Yah.. Very sad ah...

Reached home at 1am. Today.. OMG.. kana scolded by the manager.. Coz i poured 2 glasses od red wine onto a guest.. Yah i noe i deserve to be scolded. Hai... Suan le.. I did learn form mistake. I dun wanna carried too much drink at 1 goal already. Nearly kana sacked by Korth (i dunnoe how to spell his name). I noe winnie got sacked. Coz of something.. Winnie is my friend from ritz carlton... Oh yah, monday i'm going to TP and appeal. Really wanna get into any courses already. U guys noe wat??? I did call him!!! Stupid.. And me myself dunnoe why.. OMG... Him.. some of them know yes.. Yah.. And seriously i really dunnoe wat happen... Like yi xin and joeann?? Haha.. The beautiful illusion yes.... Haha.. Anyway, suan le.. Hands damn pain... Really.. can't stand it... Think tat's all le....

Receive a letter from NP. The DAE results for NP is unsuccessful... So sad.. i'm hoping to get into NP de lor seriously.. Know quite a few friends over there already. I'm so sad lor.. Coz of my english... Hai... Suan le.... Now hope to et into NYP or SP already.. Die die muz get in already.... Oh yah, tok to someone... and tat someone keep on asking for RS number.. Dunnoe wat tat person will do yes.. If you are reading this, yah.. Tell me wat you gonna do.. Haha.. U noe who u are yes.. Really hope tat someone will tell him but yah... Forget it.. Friends?? Coz we both have a connection of friends... So i scare i will lsoe alot of friends if the someone did something to him yes.. Although i noe he is a B******** yes.... Tat's wat i'm worry about now... read someone blog oso... Dun worry k.. Friends willbe there for you if you need them.... yah... Tat's all...

Chat with Zhan he till 3.20 am this morning... Power right??? Yah. .Coz i need to ask him about the tuition thing... Need to have tuition for english. Need to brush up my english. I woke upat 8.30am this morning to book my time slot. Stupid lor..Only give me to work for 1 day only which is next thurs. Stupid lor... Abit urgh..After tat i went to clmenti for the job interview at bossini. They only need full timer yes... Oh yah, i'm using adult fare le!!!!! Urgh... Then after tat meet zhan he at SIM. Need to ask him about the tuition thing and meet with my "teacher" yes... Yah.. Kind of blur at first. But after tatok already. Went to NP to go and see the specs. Abit old?? Haha.. yah.. 50 bucks for apair of normal specs i think it's quite ex lor.... Yah.. So didn't buy it. Oh yah,we still went to admin office to ask aboutmy DAE result. We will know it on the 3rd wk of may lor. until now i still ddin't receive my letter. Damn scare yes... Then after tat follow them to the ME block. RS is over there.... I not purposely go there de lor... Abit scare to see him... I mean, i dun wanna see him.... I think back, i think he really is a jerk. really.... Dun wish to contact him already... Anyway, after tat we parted and then eric, zhan he and me went to the dunnoe where and play pool. Oh man.. my pool skill suck already lor... OMG.. oh yah, saw jing bong. He got into NP. Zhan he's gf was unhappy with me... Coz i went out with him... I think i shouldn't call zhan he out tat often already. But this time i really need to see my tuition teacher lor. Tat's why... yah... Hai....

Yah!~ I'm back!!! I'm stronger le... Yah.. Did admit tat i cry but only for aobut 1 min?? When toking to someone yes.... Yah.. Tat's all.. I'm stronger, then ytd!! Hahaha.. Birtney songs... Alot of console words form friends.. Thanks alot.. Some of them are happy tat we break. Seriously, i really think tat we are not compatable. Character?? I guess so... But there's other things lah..... Yah... So dun worry.. I will be strong!!! Wahahaha.. Guess we are not meant to be together.. All the promises are meant to be broken.. Tat's wat he said... Yah.. N i really trust isk already... Not to trust a person 100%!!! Get it?!?!?! Tat stupid gerald!!!!!!!!! Tempted to call him juz go and die lah.. But yah.. Controllnig yes..... Stupid!!!!!!!!!! urgh!!! Gonna gone mad already.... OMG!!!!! He.... i dunnoe how to say.... I scare if i say, he really go and die then i regret yes...

Juz as wat you guys had expected.. It's a history already.. For the both of us.... Character?? Tat's wat he said.. Still friends..

Jac finally tok to me already.. At first, i really kind of sad.. Over things which u guys know.. She suddenly tok to me... I was kind of stunned for a moment... She tok to me.. I was glad.... Yes.. I am... Really have to thank her for it.. She told me alot of things... Her words are so damn important... Really... She said "we are friends for so long already..", i was relief... Really... Tat's one happy thing... I hope there will be another thing to be happy with... I was planning to msg him... But... yah... Juz now there was some reception and i tot someone msg me... But it's not.. My eyes are fixed on my hp for the whole day yes.... Now then i know alot of friends do cre for me... Leng, michelle, isk, ray, jac, paul and those whem console me before.. Thanks... Really.... Watever it is, i promise jac tat i will move on... Yah... Guys, dun worry.. If anything went wrong, i will be strong... And i really hope so.....

"to you, i'll be, always faithful.." this is a song lyric form the song beautiful soul... Once, he told me this... Just now i heard this song, i was like... Keep on thinking of him..All the moments juz flash inside my mind.... He promise he will love me forever.. He promise me he will hold this(my) hands forever... He told me he will do anything to make me happy... For countless of time, he said "i love you". We promise to make out specs together... We promise to go and watch sunset together... He promise to take me to eat the mos burger the prawn again (coz tat time i was sick). He makes alot of promises... Counted???? Seriously, is there such thing as forever??? Isk told me not to trust a person 100%... yah.. It is true..... But i am those type of person whom will trust my friend, especially my bf 100%.... Izzit really gonna end????

It's hard to let go.. But i guess i will let go... It's our 2 mths anniversary today.... I guess tat's all... It's the end... Tok to ray and isk.. Alot of stuffs lah... Anyway, tok until this morning 7.25 am... I had to work today yes... Reach ritz cartlon at 4.30. Kind of blur.. I dunnoe the routh.. Last time oso like tat. So pai seh... At first, i dun have the mood to smile with the friends over there, but after thinking wat isk and ray told me, i try to smile. But still, it's not myself.... It's a wedding dinner today... Saw the groom and the bride came in, i think of ren shing's promise... Suddenly felt liked crying but... yah.. I'm a waitress yes... keep on thinking of him... Thinking the groom and the bride are us.... (which is totally an imangination). Kind of sad for a moment. Oh yah, before tat, i very pai seh, i didn't balenced properly then all the green chilli plates all dropped onto the floor. Lucky it's before the dinner, if not i sure kana scolded on my first day one. The manager wasn't quite happy over me... Today it's juz not myself... Usually i will tok to ppl first, but... really du nhave the mood to go and say hi to friend...Yah... Anyway, suan le... Know quite alot of ppl voer there. Actually i was in group H de. There got this guy damn cute yes.. Then i change to K group. So sad.... At least i know how to joke... Seriously, i dunnoe whether i can be like last time tat cheerful anot...... And friendly, i tend to hide myself already.... I scare i can't be myself again.... Tml it's the deadline already, will he give me the answer tat i want?? Or something else?? I dunnoe... The only thing i can do now is wait.... Whatever the answer is, i will do things which i think i will.... See how....

Zhi Wei

in her sweet 20
24th Feb 1988
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