Em... first thing first. Went back to my sec school to get my blazer. Er xin. Kana chase out b my teacher coz i dye my hair. hey, i dun intend to go back and visit teacher u see. Haha.. No lah, planning to go back and see teachers oso lah but yah, can't go in. actually planning to go and watch movie with wan tian they all but they want to play basketball instead. Er xin. haha. .So call zhan he instead. He asked me to go to orchard. Haha.. Tell u guys wat. I took 960 to orchard. De.. I tot i was taking 190 all along man. I mean i saw the number 9 and 0 so i took lor. OMG!! I only realise it only after the KK hospital. Haha... OMG!!! I blur until like tat. Power.. Anyway, went to orchard with zhan he and eric. Bought a necklance. Em.. Spent like 30 over plus today?? Hai.. Nowadays keep on spending money. Zhan he oso spent alot. OMG. Xin yang join us after out lunch. Actually planning to watch a movie de but yah.. Dun have.. After tat went for my tuition. Was kind of tired... Sigh... Zhan he waited for me yah then after tat we chatted until 12.45 ba. Tml mornin shift. So yah... buai buai....

Com break down... Sigh.. watch movie with jeremy on sat. He really is a very nice guy. Well, i think i'm in love le...... Haha.. Shit!! OMG!! Who cares.. Haha.. The maid not tat nice as i tot leh.. Kind of forget wat's happening the pass few days le. Kind of stress nowadays. Well, Rs says tat it's his first love. So be it. I am fine with it. I can live without him. tat's for sure. Tell u guys, now i am completely heal!!!! Be happy for me ok??? Haha...

Today 2 to close. Nothing special. Cashier of the day. Lucky today there was no shortage. After i take over xiao jun, there's excess 20 cents until the night. In other words, at night there's no shoratge and no excess for me!!! Haha.. So happy... Still abit slow when doing the summary. My cashier counter is in a mess now. Gonna tidy tml when i'm off. I will be going back to learn alteration. U guys know wat?? My colleague and i went to the lot 1 k box and sang from 11.30 to 3am!!! Now it's 4am in the morning yet i am still awake. wa.. jerry really know how to sing. Serene kind of crazy over puzzle nowadays. Haha... Carol and annie oso singing... wa.. 25.50. Very expensive. I spend like 40 bucks today??? Plus cab?? Hai.. Althought today is pay day but i wanna save up for my poly de lor. Omg... Nono.. I spend 70 plus if i not wrong. I withdraw 50 bucks for tml. Tml watching midnight movie. Wahahahaha...

Today 9.30 to 8.45. Power.... Rmb tat day i con out 13 ctns?? Now back again. Now it's 19 dollars already. Then tat day shouldn't had con back to warehouse again!!!! Urgh... Lucky today i am not the cashier. Shortage again. Dun wanna say out the amount. Leng and wen ting came!!! Miss them.. They went to watch a movie without calling me lor. So bad. Haha.. Anyway, Thanks for coming. Today feel so annoying by customer. I mean, today de customer very the urgh... There's one customer, i muz say. I put my hand on the clothes already and i asked her "mdm, cam i help you with the sizes?" She replied, "u dun worry, i won't mess up the thing". In the end, the whole stack toppell. I mean, wat is this?!?!?! I hate to serve this kind of customer. She still said it in a kind of fierce tone some more. Feel so urgh... So dun let me serve this kind of customer. Was having headache from ytd until now. So pain. But feeling better already. will be working afternoon shift tml. So yah. Buai!~ =D

I notice tat i am very young. Why??? Coz ppl around me are all like 20 plus and they are toking about marriage right now while i am still single at this age. They give me the feeling of "it's time for me to go and find a bf already" but it seems like i can't find thw right one u see. Went to lot 1 and find Jolin. Finally, i saw her. I went to lot 1 for the passed 2 days but either she was half morning or went to office. Miss her so badly. Haha.. We tok for awhile. Haha.. I was wearing my specs when i go and visit her. She said tat i look different. Izzit a bad thing or a good thing?? Haha... Hai... How come i know de guys all smoke de??? Haha.. Jerry smoke, andy smoke, jeremy oso smoke. Hai.. Can all the ppl dun smoke so tat this environment will be free of from carbon monoxide?!?!?!?! I hate smokers, but suan le. I can't stop the from smoking. I dun have the right to stop them and they themselves have the right to smoke oso. Forget it.... I really really really dun have the motivation to study.... But i like study, i wanna study... It juz tat i dun have the motivation to study.... Izzit an excuse?? I think so...

U guys know wat??? I dreamt of RS ytd. haha.. I am pregnant in my dream and was being make by him. Kind of stupid but yah!! How came i dreamt of such dream?!?!?! Haha.. I was expecting to see his new gf but yah, can't see her in my dream. Haha.... So funny sia. We break already but he dun wanna bear the responsibility of the child. Haha.. Kent saw me and he asked me when i will be giving birth. He was standing beside RS yet RS pretend tat he didn't see me. Okok.. I dunnoe why i dreamt of him but aga aga is like tat. Leng oso appeared in my dream. Haha.. Anyway, this only happens in my dream, not in realistic!!! Dun worry for me guys, i am really fine. Haha.. Juz wanna share this stupid dream. haha.. OMG!!! Haha..

Haha... Today wind came and relief. Haha. Rmb the first time i saw him at PC, tat was like few weeks ago le. haah.. Shortage 10 dollars. He, serene and ed will bear it i think. Think serene will help ed to pay ba. Ed, dun sad le, is not tat i wat, but it gives me a feeling tat those who first time learn cashiering de will shortage de. Haha.. Juz like me. It seems like only. haha.. Em.. Zheng bin came and bought a mickey shirt. Haha.. Em.. Was kind of bu shuang with jie ying. Coz i'm a full timer, then i some more 12 to 9 lor. She wanted to wipe the mirror but alvin called me to wipe already. She still say wat i younger than her, it's true tat i'm younger than her, but i had work 2 months plus already lor. Some more i'm a full timer yes. She is juz a part timer yes.... Then she like give me attitude. Is not tat i wat, but hello, there's a full timer who is age 27 but my manager is 25 lor, he still has to listen to her coz she's his manager!!! Really got attitude problem sia. haha.. Dun care about her le. Roy helped me to call IP zone to tell them tat i will be gonig over to buy the cardigan already. haha. Was so pai seh. They even know my name lor. Haha.... Then after tat went to lot 1 de giordano to find jolin. But when even i go, she will not be working de lor. Oh yah, while on the way to lot 1, there's this guy stop me and ask me to do a survey for him. He ask me whether i'm working anot or studying. Then i replied, working. U guys know wat he answer back?? Which airline?? Do i look like a air stewardess??? Haha.. He tot i am lor. I'm a giordanian altough my wish is to become an air stewardess lah. Oh yah, saw andy. Em.. JP sales today very lousy. Come come, come to Jp de giordano to buy things. Haha... Think tat's all for today.

Scary.. today it's my oral... Well, first i went to lot 1 the giordano to look for Jolin. But she's not working today. haha.. Went to find out who is andy oso. haha.. he is so cute lor. Dunnoe why.. Haha.. But yah, he is those joking tat kind de. Haha.. Then yi hua oso. haha.. She's very nice. haha.. Oh the way to lot1 the mrt station, saw yi ting. haha.. She's very blur lor. We shop shop for awhile while waiting for fatin. Oh yah, at first my hp has some problems de but in the end it's back to normal already. Em.. Went into LP zone. haha.. De.. The staffs over there quite friendly lah. But i dun think they know tat i'm a giordanian. Good good. I wanna call roy and ask him whether he has the Lp zone coupons anot. haha.. The shirts over there quite nice. Actually wanna buy the shirts de, but in the end dun have. The cardigan over there quite nice. Gonna buy le.. Haha.. Dun care dun care. Reach regent sec le. The security guard scold me for using photocopy IC. I mean.. I scare lost it ma.. E.. While waiting, i was actually ok de, but when it's really my turn, i start to panic already. I think my oral not tat good lor seriously. Dunnoe.. was rushing... Hai.. The conversation not tat bad. It's about home gathering or more like a gathering rather than a party. Em.. Tihnk quite good lah. After tat went to work le lor. But before tat i went home to take my hp warrenty. In the end p the sony errission shop has close down aready. Er xin... Haha.. Then bought chicken rice to eat. Bought a white belt. Serene kept on scoding me for taking 26 instead of 25. Now gonna wear belt already. Haha... Really very lose lor.. Haha.. In the end, bought a medium belt. Con out 6 ctns. Haha.. Everytime i do closing, i will be very stress de leh. Haha... EM.. Nice nice. Not shortage, no excess. haha... Went back home with joyce. Chat alot today. Oh yah, gonna watch the movie "the maid" with jeremy i think. Sat i off!!! And wed i off too!!! Haha.. Happy happy... Think tat's all for today le. Buai buai...

Today nearly went to PS to hand carry stocks. But was cancel already coz i know tat i was gonna be late if i went to PS from CCK. So yah, i reach Jp at around 12.30. Have lunch with ed at the KFC. Actually i am very full already but still eat. Coz later will be working 2 to 6. haha.. Sign out at 6.25. Clear my negative OT hours already. Finally.. Tml will be having my oral already.. Scary. Anyway, juz to clearify, i can accept the fact tat he has a gf, but i can't accept the fact tat he writes tat u see... so yah. Buai buai...

Well, first, i went to friendster and check it. Then i saw Rs's friendster the "about me". Well, he writes, "i have never being so serious in smt before.. " in another words, when he was with me, he was toying my feeling lah?!?! I was soooo damn freaking anry after reading tat. Oh the way to work, i really very moody. Cry on the bus. So long didn't cry already. The memories juz flash inside my mind. The feelnig is sooooooooo sucky.... Wanna msg leng de, but know tat she's slping. So i msg zhan he and jeremy. At tat point of time, i really need someone to lend me his/her shoulder, to let me cry all my heart out. Really sooooo sucky. Hai.. Then after tat meet serent for breakfast. She told me tat not to think of him, although say is easy than doing it, but can i really do it?? I always tot tat i am gonna give up soon but when am i feelnig this way now?!?!?! I wanna be in love again, to be in the arms of my love one once again. But how can i accept someone when there's still another person in my heart?!?!?! Shit me................ Jeremy says tat when the world is down, and the world seems to be dark, dun worry, there will be someone to show me care, and of coz, tat person is him. Well, is tat meant to be wat??? I juz want someone to hear me, to say out all my sorrows. Hai... He is a good guy ( i think). Today i am the cashier. At first is tally de, then after tat i shortage $2. Shit me, wasn't in a good state of mind to do cashiering. Sure shortage de. Actually i do have the feeling of shortage already. Hai.. Xiao jun saw me, she straight away know tat there's something wrong with me already. Am i really tat bad?? I mean, i am a total failure in this thing call relatinoship already. Can i believe in love again?? I dun think so........ Zhan he came and visited me. I know he cares for me, thanks anyway. Sorry to let you worry again. But i really can't help thinking. Is like, so sucky... Thanks zhan he... Hai.. was learning alteration. Kind how to unpick already. And now, i juz need to learn how to control the speed and how to sew it. Actually wanna watch the movie "the maid" one but i dun intend to stay up until tat late. I dun wanna miss my last bus. Some more the movie starts at 11.45 yes.... So dun intend to watch already. Next week see when i can watch the movie with her. Yah.. Suan le, i will still keep my promise, i will forget him sooner or later de...

I really hate 12 to close this shift. I will be dman shagged de. Haha... Em... Serene half morning. Good. Xiao jun and jeffery tgt le. OMG! She didn't tell me at all lor. haha.. Anyway, she has the mindset of quitting. Coz u see, Jp staffs are not JP staffs anymore. Gina goes to NAC. Jolin went to let1, Nani resign le, gerad went to clmenti, ailing and shu ping quit already.Hai.. Suan le... Ivy tok to me today. About my follow up action. Haha.. I am not aleart somethings, then i have to alteration by 17 of september. *StReSs* But anyway, i can do it de. Em... Seriously, i have giving a tot on converting back to part timer again. Coz is like i dun have the time to study. I noe it's juz an excuse, but after work, i'm really very tired already. Hai.. In other words, i am lazy. Hai.. Suan le.

Sad case... Jun yang out. Anyway, i really got lots and lots of things to say... But blogging... Hai.. Suan le... Yah, one thing it's about jie ying de. Then about some personal things.. Hai.. Can't really write how i feel. Hai.. Miss xuan, miss leng, miss wen ting, miss yi ting, miss jc, miss st... Aiya, everyone oso miss.. Jac i oso miss her. Miss 4e1... oral next monday le.. yet nowadays keep on having headache. Nowadays didn't really think of RS anymore. Even though zhan he told me tat he saw rs, i oso like no reaction anymore seriously. Is tat a good news?? Haha.. Dunnoe....... jeremy sick le... Em... Ytd st came and visit me. Leng, u really really think tat he adn i will tgt huh??? I dun deny tat he is good (i think). Haha.. Em.. Dunnoe.... he might not like me or wat.. Who knows?? Who will know wat's the outcome u see... I myself, now i juz wanna concentrate on my o level. Relationship, not now.. I wanna give myself some more time to heal from my previous wound. Today juz take my uniform btw. Saw wind today.... Yah.. Tat's all...

Blogging blogging... Went to Jp to learn alteration. Scary lor.. It's not tat easy as i tot. Having a hard time at first, but after tat ok already.. Was doing my homework when annie sudden'y tok about the excess 26 dollars. There's this day i excess 26 dollars and i tot it's JP de. But it turns out to be lot 1. Haha.. Not my problem liao. Em... Went to tuition.. Was in a shut down mode already. After tat went to meet zhan he to pass him his belt. Tat's all le...

Well, new staff jie ying. Em... well, i got lots of things to say but can't say it over there. Tat's the bad point about blog. Everybody will be reading ur blog. Hai.. Suan le..... She sign out first, follow by ed and then shu jun. Wa. Shu jun so good. She helps me to con out stocks. Haha... Treat her something.. Haha... Em... There's a new pimple poping out le. Shit. Anyway, jeremy sick le... Lucky he didn't come today or else i sure scold hm de. Have some impression of jeremy already. Learning alteration le.. Tml going back to learn. Haha... Ivy my big sis leh... Haha... Went back with serene. Planning to watch "the maid" tgt liao. Haha... Rs's pose same as mine sia... Bu hao lor.... his friendster pic.. Suan le.. Will forget him soon de....................................................... This is a promise tat i have make to u guys.....

Ok.. Today my sis called me to pass her things at JP. So i went out at 1.45 and meet her at 2.15. Was having a hard time finding her things. Then 3 o' clock sign in. Jerry has learn cashiering already. After my break, i take over cashier. Con out 13 ctns!!!!!! So damn tired.. But dun need to serve customer. Tat's a good one. Having a serious headache now... Oh yah, zhan he came and visited us. Em... Think tat's all le...

Woke up at 2.30 wor!!! Power... Nowadays very shagged... Haha.. Slp all at 1 gold.. Power... Haha... Went to work at 4.30. 5 reach there already... Still deciding wat to eat but in the end eat nothing coz dun feeling like eating. But after tat regert le. coz got hungry at around 9 plus le.. Haha... Em... Today not bay.. closing 11 k plus only.. Sad case.. em.. Gonna change uniform soon already. Planning to watch "the maid" with sherene. haha... Fun fun... Think tat's all le.. Nowadays dun have the mood to update.. Oh yah, juz wanna say, idiot zhan he bluff me.. Haha.. Ytd say got metor rain but i nthe end dun have. Haha....

Currently very tired.... In a "close" mode now... Very tired... Watch "charlie and the chocolate factory" already.. Not tat good as wat i think... Watch until halfway, was about to fall asleep already.. This is the first time i watch movie alone with zhan he after knowing him for so long. Haha... Izzit a good thing?? Haha... Saw teng hao and yi mian. De.... Well, i wanna watch "the maid" and a movie which i had seen the preview while waiting for the "charlie and the chocolate factory" to start. Nice movie i hope... Haha... Got lots of movie to watch nowadays already... Haha... Em.... Miss wee kee... Haha.. Wee kee wee kee wee kee.. I always call him wee kee wee kee wee kee de.. My big brother.. Haha... Damn miss jolin and gina.... Hai.. Suan le.. Tml morning shift.. Good good.. Love morning shift. Tat's all le...

Juz to update something... went home with joyce ytd... Was chatting all along.. Haha... Then today went to work wirh jerry.. Saw him while waiting for bus. Same bus stop some more.. We live quite near each other some more. Haha.. Wa.. he is 27 wor... Haha.. De.. Went back home with him oso today.. Oh yah, shortage today.. Dunnoe whether izzit chee yong or me shortage... Hai.. Suan le.. Lucky we found 20 bucks on the floor. Haha... Lucky lucky.... Yah.. Think tat's all le... Oh yah, the new in charge aer carol and sherene. Sherene very good wor... Haha.. I think...

Planning to go to work early de but dun want.. Tired.. Haha.. I took a nap at2 plus then woke up at 4.30. De.. Took a quick bath and then to work. I notice something, there's some action Ed and RS both have it. They both like to bite their lips. when he did this, he let me think of RS. Both oso dun tok to strangers de.... So many things in common.... Zhan he, u better dun tell him.. Haha... Coz i will pai seh de..... Really lor.. Hai.. Dunnoe lah.. Ivy do all the house keepnig thing.. Seriously, Ivy really very good.. Haha.. Oh yah, wee kee going to pearl center le... *SoB sOb*. Jos going to clmenti le.. *SoB sOb* Going to have a new 2nd in charge and 3rd in charge ... Really gonna miss wee kee and jos........ *sOb sOb*. New staffs.... Joyce and jerry.... Hope they are good.... Yah... Think tat's all le...

Well, today i went to expo for the thai food exhibition. It's turns out nothing coz it has not start yet. OMG. My mother and i ended up shoping at the john little. Before tat i went to citylink to collect my payment. I collect 45 dollars and i spent 40 dollars on john little sale. Haha... Anyway, tat amerlyn, i willtell her not to call me if she calls me again. Dun give a damn thing on her already... Em.... On the way home, my mum decided to go and find my sis. Soyah, we went to find her. Have dinner together and then back home.. Nowadays dun have the mood to do my homework... Shit...

Oh man... Saw annie cried today... Dunnoe why she cried but i think it should be quite serious de... Today work until 7.35... Coz of junhui i think.. Not enough man power... Then i extent to 7.35. Em.... Jeremy msg me today. .Well, ytd said tat he didn't msg me then today he msg me le.. Haha.. De.. anyway, fever was over le.. OMG!!! Tat amerlyn called me again... Shit man.. Really really damn regret giving her my hp number... She called me for no reason lor... Really hate this kind of ppl... Then ask me how's work, which i think it's bullshit.. Still ask me where i live, wanna call me to go out.... I juz find a stupid excuse saying tat i am sick so can't tok with you... Oh yah, she still asked me whether ppl over there got bully me anot.. I mean it's none of her concern yes.... I really hate her.. How should i tell her in order to stop her from call me?? Really shit lor... Think tat's all for today le...

Was having fever plus sore throat plus flu right now.. Was sooo sick.. Work until 4 plus really can't take it anymore.. My temperature is 38.5 now... Still dunnoe whether going to work tml anot... Tml morning shift... Ivy was so good... Basically tat's all... Time will heal everything i guess... Didn't msg jeremy and he didn't msg me oso.. Wat does tat imply??? Haha.... Anyway, think it's impossible for us ba...

Why muz like tat??? I was late today... 9.30 need to sign in i 9.30 still at home slping. I was late due to ytd thing... I 10.10 sign in.... The feelnig wasn't tat good............. Mood swings here and there.... It doesn't concern me at all but how come i still like tat??? Am i stupid or wat??? Shit me... Really.... Then work here and there.. Jeffery sent xiao jun to work... He is wooing her i guess... And i'm the matchmaker... Xiao jun said tat this is her 1st time a guy sent her to her work place or do something sweet to her.. It made me think of RS.. RS once did tat to me oso... Mood was down again... Suan le.... Dun wanna tok about tat... Zaina's work we all cover.. Shit her lor.. Joyce came down for an interview and it was successful. So she will be working in JP already... Jeffery came and pick xiao jun out for an movie.... Made me think of RS again.. After tat went to tuition.. Think tat's all le..

Release something... RS really attach le.... Saw his friendster status akready... And his is in a relationship... Sometimes it's hard to let go.. But why i still hand on?? Suppose to be in a good mood today de... I always say, "tat's hisproblem, not mine anymore, but wat am i doing rightnow?? " How come i still think of him??? Shit me................................... Tat shuzaina MIA. Stupid then i have to relief her tml morning.. Shit her lah... So sucky today.. Dun feel like updating le...

Short and sweet... Today there's a new part timer ad his name calll junhui (ed). Yah.. And he is the one whom zhan he keeps on asking me de. Haha.. Finally he is working in giordano and same outlet as me yes.. Excess 26.80 dollars.. haha.. Dunnoe how come so much.. De.. Haha.. My sis kana MS (mystery shopper) but she pass lah. I think i oso kana lor.. Coz there's this customer knows the sizes for 1 shirt and tat's XXL. Shit man... De... Tat's quite a few weeks back le.. Shit... Yah.. Think tat's all le..

OMG!! I can't believe it.. I have negative OT hours.. Meaning i have to work more next week. I saw my new schedule already... 46 hours... OMG!!!! Anyway, i was working full shift today. Nothing special.. Juz tat i had never encountered such a "niao" customer. She only buy 3 pieces of core ladies and she took out all the M size for black, pink and red and compare here, compare there.. I mean.. Why so particular about such things?? She took out already then i had to refold it again. Stupid lor.. I juz can't stand this kind of ppl. Em... Think tat's all for today le...

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24th Feb 1988
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