Wednesday, December 29, 2004 Y
Asking her over to the jetty during the night for fishing. Marking a spot to prepare for her arrival and fill it with candles. On her arrival, I take her hand and lead her to the romantic place I prepared and sing her favorite love song along the way. Whispering sweet nothing to each other over the night and hoping the sun will never rise. Making a wish as a comet pass hoping my partner make the same wish as me. When she fell asleep, I will study every detail on her beautiful sweet face and hugging her all night long refusing to let her out of your grasp. When the sun rises, kissing her gently to wake her up and admire the beauty of the sun together.
Holding her hand , we are watching the sunrise . It is red , bright red . His hair was all blonde under the sun . Putting my face closer to his face , he kissed me . The long , warm , lovely kiss ever . He grabbed my hand and said , ‘ I will love you till the day I die ‘. I knew I found the ones ! I wanna stand with him in the to bath , standing on the mountain to overlook the hill , and wanna stand on the cloud and shout “ I Love You “
I wanna to walk with from end to the another end of east coast . I want to see him everyday when I wake up , hug him when is night time . Always be with him when he fall sick , taking care of him , grabbing his hand , cooking his favourtie food , looking at him playing basketball , pass him mineral water and towel when is break . All I want to is to take care him ever , no need him to love me but let me be the one who always be there for you , taking care of you when he is sick and giving him good night kiss . Let me be the one .
Composed by Eugene and Pui leng!! Nice!!
Listen to my heart @ 3:25 AM
Tuesday, December 28, 2004 Y
Anyway, today juz to update tat i didn't regret telling ray those things!! Haha... KInd of relief. Was toking to michelle in the afternoon. Haha.. Then was all right.. Then actually wanna go queenway shoppping centre with gerald one but in the end bluff him. Go with Jac.. Haha.. THEn Jac was damn angry wiith Ian. HE is sooo ofake. Nvm.. Dun care about him. Haha.. Gerald is cute. NEARLY admire him. BUT PLS.. WON'T HAPPEN!!Coz he is younger and shorter than me.. I think which kind of guys i'm looking for.
Oh yah, receive 3 christmas cards this year. From jac, felicia (my pri sch friend) and amanda. Haha.. happy, but i didn't send out any of it. haha... Gtg already. Buai Buai..
Listen to my heart @ 5:21 PM
Tuesday, December 21, 2004 Y
Not much thing to update today. Haha.. SLacking at home doing nothing. Actually tml going to Wen ting's office and interview de, but after hearing something scary from my sis, i decided not to go and interview already. Haha.. Coz my sis said that JC time table can be until 4 to 5 lor. OMG!~ I will be dead meat if i still go there and work. Haha.. Althught the payment is quite high, but i will be damn tired de. Pui leng still wondering whether or not to go anot coz she found another work already. Asking me how.. Well, i oso not sure, the other job is her cousin introduced de. The payment is quite hight oso (2500 t 3500). Hai.. I can't decide for her. JC call her to work in popular. Dunoe lah. Kind of complicated. Haha... Anyway, i gonna end here le. Not much things to update today. =D
Listen to my heart @ 2:57 PM
Saturday, December 18, 2004 Y
Well, first thing first, the moment i wake up, i go and check my posting. OMG!! I got the stream i want but the school is Innova JC. Well, i should be happy for it le right? Haha... THen after knowing it, i was still wondering whether or not to appeal for PJC. THen i think carefully, i study anyway, it's the same oso. So i drop the idea lor. Then yi ting got posted to PJC art stream. SHe is appealing. Wish her good luck. Haha.. Nikki, earnest, siew khuan, kylie, Jeslyn, amanda and alot lah get into PJC. Envy them. Haha.. Anyway, Jun Bi and Wan Tian were being posted to innova too. Haha.. Oh yah, rui ping and Jac passed their N level!!! Happy for them. Haha.. Rui Ping got 4 points while Jac got 7 points. Haha.. Oh yah, Asshiddiq oso pass, he got 6 points wor. Power!~
After that, i went to Lot 1 and meet martin to pass him the chemistry book. Haha.. nearly forgotten to bring it out. Walk until the bus stop then i remember. Haha.. Knid of forgetful. Wahahahaha.. Then saw him, he change alot. I mean as in size ba. He slim down le. Haha.. He is very sweet lor. I mean he made me feel wat it's love. He is soooo sweet to his dear. Wat about ray?? I can't think of anything.. Haha.. Dunnoe lei, when i see the way he treat his dear, i kind of envy. Ray didn't treat me tat good lor. Hai.. suan le.. forget it.
Went home, tok to sebastian about ray. Haha.. I asked him to help me phrase it. Haha.. And he did.. this is wat he help me to think of.. ---> Ray, there is one thing i have to say. The feelings i have for you is no longer what it was.. My feelings for you have already faded away. But I'm sure we still could be best of friends. hehe. But don't worry, with your assets i'm sure you have many suitors out there in this society. You're a nice guy and i appreciate the way you treat me, really.. I just wanna clear all the doubts in me and you. you understand? How izzit?? Really summary it for me already. Really have to thank him. Haha... I was wondering juz now whether or not to send him. But in the end i pick my courage and send him. Well, he said no comment. Fine lor. Actually expected de lah. I know him for so long le. Haha.. Hope he can find his true love. Haha.. Actually, didn't feel abit pity lor. But i really dun feel present in his heart. Haha.... Oh yah, tok to samel today. Haha.. Unexpected de wor. Wahahahaha.. Pui leng went back tp SIngapore already. She dye her hair. Same as me wor. I dye my hair ytd. Hahahahaha... She bought a pig for me wor. Such a nice friend! *mUaCk* Gtg le wor. Gonna update soon!~ Buai Buai!~
Listen to my heart @ 3:59 PM
Tuesday, December 14, 2004 Y
Well, today actually there's nothing much for me to write. Juz wanna say that i had juz put down a big stone inside my heart (read in chinese). Hahaha... Really bring out the courage to tel lhim. Actually, i do still have feelings for him but is juz that the moment he said "no comment", i knew that i had made the right choice. Haha.. Well, JC still got alot of guys!~ =D
I think this year the christmas, i will celebrate alone le ba... Haha.. Think so.... Kind of sad.. Valentine oso... Haha.... My birthday... Haha.. This year he nearly forgotten oso.. Well, next year birthday i think i will celebrate it with my friends ba. Haha.. Quite happy lei.. Still got friends whom always there for me. I hope that this year Valentine, i will celebrate with someone but doubt so le. Haha... Yah.. think tat's all le.
Listen to my heart @ 1:50 PM
Monday, December 13, 2004 Y
Well, pui leng went to Hongkong already. Wish her all the best. For today, 13-12-2004 at this time 00:17, i swear i gonna forget ray. My love for him will soon fade away. This i swear. I'm dead serious right now. Haha.. Juz tp update this. OH yah, today is my uncle 61th birthday!! Happy birthdya to him, happy birthday to him, happy birhtday to him.. happy birthday to him!!! Haha..
Listen to my heart @ 12:14 AM
Friday, December 10, 2004 Y
Well, i hope that i can give up him. I'm trying... Really... I noe tat my love for him will fade away soon. I think i have faith in myself ba. Christmas is around the corner. Couples will be spending their night with their love ones. But me, hai... Think staying at home is the best thing for me. Pui leng will be going to Hong kong soon, gonna miss her.... Oh yah, yi ting rebond wor. Haha... chio bu already. I oso wanna dye my hair, but my mom. Hai.. Sad... Today nothing much lor. Wanna meet martin de but didn't. Coz he too lazy le. Hahahahahahaha.. That's all le ba.
Listen to my heart @ 10:44 PM
