Guys, i really hate it.............................................................. I know wat he is thinking already.... I dun want tat to happen...................................................................................................................................... He gives both of us the idea...............................................

Looks like many ppl know my blog already.. K nvm.. The most i dun write too many personal stuff... Yah... count down 3 days.... Seriously i dunnoe why he needs tat 1 wk. Anyway, tok to zhan he..... He encourage me to ask all the question which i wanna ask him. But in the end, i only type --> Can u tell me wat you are thinking? And wat's tat 1 wk for?? I juz wanna noe... Then i called him coz he didn't reply. He kap my phone again yes... Nvm lor. SO i call him to call zhan he's hp. My bill... Very ex... He didn't call in the end, he juz send me a msg saying tat --> juz give him 1 more wk and i will tell you everything. Dun wait for my call already. Yah.. Zhan he went down and console me... Actually he himself oso got relationship problem.... Yet i still go and find him. I felt so bad... We tok... He really can make me laugh.. I guess tat's the only day i tok alot for the pass few days. Thanks alot Zhan he. I du nwanna go home tat early so we went to sun shine place for a tok. He bought zhu jiao tang. He said tat he can't eat finish but i really dun have the appitie to eat oso. So i helped him to eat the duck meat lor. Saw a ganf almost fight yes.. Right infront of our eyes. Zhan he still say i can go and eat the noodles they left over coz one of them only eat like 2 spoons?? i gave him -_-" this face. I was wondering why they can fight over small things like daoing?? Bengs are bengs... Can't control it. Zhan he kept on asking for soup yes.. We love to drink soup. we drank a total of 3 bowls yes.. The uncle knew tat i wasn't happy at all. U guys know why?? Coz when we left, the uncie said, "she seems to be quite happy already.." I mean how he knew tat i wasn't happy?? Tat's funny.. See guys, my mood is writen on my face yes.... Tat uncle oso can see tat i was sad... By the time we reached my house, it was around 2 to 3 am already. But still i dun want to go home. Home... The only thing i can do is to either watch tv or play computer. So we had a chat agani. It turned out the other way. It was my turn to console him. He told me his problem with his gf. And i can see he is really sad.... I hardly see emotional guys... He believes tat after breaking, patching is a stupid thing coz in his dictionary, he will get hurt more. Hai... Nvm... Wish him all the best.... And wish me all the best yes....

I'm tired of it........ Yes... I can't wait till next wk.... I really feel like giving up.... But i keep on thinking of the moments tat we had spent together. U noe how happy i am??? I dun wanna give up.. I guess i will wait.......... My mum asked me whether i'm sad over something or not. This few days, i was feelnig so down tat i didn't tok much nowadays. She called me to msg him if i was wrong. But..... I wanna msg him so badly but i dun dare.... Tears were washing my face...... My mum said tat somethings lai de kuai, qiu de ye kuai.. I dun want this to happen... I need someone to tok to............. Yes...... Zhan he was online.. So i told him.. He came down and meet me...... Tok alot........ Tok until this morning 4am... He himself oso has some relationship problem. Sad.. Sometimes, single is better.... But i perfer someone whom will be there for me.... And tat person only him...............................

Guys.. I think i'm better now i guess. juz tat until now i dun have the mood to tok and dun have the appittie to eat only.... yah... Juz hope tat he will give me the answer tat i want... Guys, thanks for your opinion which u guys have given to me. I really appreciate it. U noe who u are... leng, michelle, wan tian, wesley, jian (for telling me about ren shing's mood tat day)(anyway, he will not be reading this), ben, aretha, earnest, zhan he, martin, si hui and the middle man i guess, kent. Thanks alot... juz hope tat everything will be fine..... I msg him today telling him tat i got to work on this sat and next friday, he replied asking me to become a full timer coz he asked his mum about my thing. Guess he still care for me. But the problem is i dunnoe whether he asked before we quarrelled or after we quarrelled... But ok lah i guess....

Sigh...................... I dun wanna go for training today... I dun have the mood to go........ My mind is him.. Only him.... The whole training, i was so unhappy... So depressed.................... Ppl seems to dun get close to me.. I dunnnoe... maybe my face wasn't friendly enough coz u guys know my face when i'm unhappy right?? I can't smile at all... After tat i went off with Alicia (my friend whom i know her at the training section). I went to marsling to meet michelle. I am so sad.. i didn't look for leng coz today it's her 1st mth with eugene, i dun wanna disturb her... Leng, sorry.... And michelle, thanks for being there for me when i need some1 to turn to.... thanks alot.... Really.. ASeriously i dun wanna break............................................... I really dun want................................ Pls...... I belive the feelnig is there............. I really hope so........

Time seems to be dragging........................... I woke up at 7am... 1st time i woke up so early.... I didn't slp well..... The whole night i was thinking of him....... The things he said.... was sooo harsh.......... I felt so lost.. SO hurt.. So sad.. I didn't tok much today.. I guessed my family knew tat something it's wrong with me...... I msg him at 2 plus telling him tat i will be calling at 10.. To tok things out........ Time really seems to drag...... I kept on looking at the clock..... hoping tat it will reach 10 asap.............. Finally, it's 10pm. i called his home but it was busy.. I called his hp then.. He sounds sooobu shuang..likethose heck care heck care those kind.... He told me tat he will be calling me later... For the time being, i tok to wesley... He finally msg me and called me to call huan jian's phone. we tok lor. he really sounds not right........................ he is expecting me to say something??? I dunnoe.. i say all i could say.................................. Heard form ben saying tat today he was free. he said tat monday he is working oso (i mean before we really had a quarrel). He told me see how lor.. After a week.... maybe shorter or longer... I dunnoe.. I guess this relationship is gonna end.... I dun want... i really dun want..... If he really break with me, i guess this time i really dun believe in love again already..................................................................

I dun want anything to happen............. Pls god........................... Buddist.......... and dunnoe who........... I sincerely hope tat we will be fine....... Really...................................................

Today i went to Queenway shopping centre with Jessie and Jing cai. While waiting for them, i saw pei xin. She was going to east coast. She accompany me to wait for them. So good right?hahaha... The bus we took to Queenway shopping centre (61) was damn stuffy lor. Dun believe asked Jc and jessie. Sounds similar right? Hahaha.. jessie didn't have her breakfast so we shopped for awhile then we went to mac to have our lunch. I think the mac think they got too much salt already. Put soooooooooo many salt lor. OMG. I bought a pants and a shirt. The same shirt which ren shing said i can't wear tat day i went with him. Haha.. I can wear lor. Jc bought 2 shirts. Quite nice. I found out tat Jc and me both have the same taste wor. Haha.. Oso like those anyhow de pattern. Haha.. Jessie didn't buy anything. oh yah, she bought 3 waist bands for her sis. Cynthia called me while we were shopping. She wanna meet us but we were like about to go yes.. Haha.. We went to Ikea and then to the dunnoe wat shopping centre. Kind of quiet.. Juz like wat jessie had said, like tenmile junction like tat. Same situation. Sooner or later it will turn out to be like another ten mile junction. Haha.. Agree jessie?? Haha... We walked quite a long distance then we reached queentown mrt. We were heading to bugis coz cynthia was going there. She was late wor!!! Oh yah, while waiting, the 3 of us bet wat cynthia will wear today. Hahaha... And how lnog she will be late. hahaha.. In the end, i think JC is the nearest according to Jessie.. I'm not quite sure. I guess it correctly wor. The type of accessuries she will be wearing and the skirt. Hahaha... Bingo!~ hahaha... Oh yah, while waiting, the 3 of us were damn thirsty. We were to 7-11 to buy drinks. Em.. She bought a t-shirt for her dear. JC became a live model. jessie gave opinion. Hahaha.. So funny. After buying, we went to bugis viliage to walk walk. Oh yah before tat, we went to take neo-prints. haha.. Had a great fun over there. Hahaha.. So funny... I bought a pants wor!!! Very very nice. I like it. Thanks wor (to cynthia, Jc and jessie). Thanks for giving me opinion and cynthia, thanks. U noe wat i'm refering to. Hahaha.. We parted at the junction outing then the 3 of us took mrt back home. We were very exhusted. I bought shirt coz i wanna get ready for my poly. I really hope tat i can get in. Thanks. Pray god...... or whoever tat is upstairs!! I pray sincerely tat i can get in Sp or Np. Thanks.

Hey, haha.. So happy. I dedicate a song at perfect 10 today morning wor. Ok.. It's 2 am lah. Haha.. I CAN'T SLP AT ALL!! haha.. So i bo liao, i send in a msg to dedicate song. I was the last one carrie read out wor. Haha.. I dedicate to ren sihng de. 6 days didn't see him already. Yah.. Miss him yes.. I msg to him wor. He haven't slp oso. near 3am in the morning already. Haha.. oh yah, if you guys heard it, tell me at my taggie board ok.. Haha.. I dedicate A1, like a rose. He oso can't slp but he didn't hear the dedication tat i dedicate to him. wasted. next time i muz record down. hahaha.. Yah.. Think tat's all le. hahaha.. So happy.

I dedicated a song to ren shing again today but didn't read out. Sign.. Nvm.. Called him to listen to perfect 10. Nvm... I was wondering, how come a couple quarrel, always the gal give in huh? Did anyone has the same situation before?? Yah.. Think tat's all le.. Oh yah, bought a new printer. Finally i can print and scan le. haha.. Juz update some pictures at the side there. Feel free to take a look. =D

yah.. It's time to update my blog again. It's kind of weird... Blog.. Hai.. nvm... anyway, I AM ROTTING AT HOME!!! Same as Jessie. hahaha.. Jessie, did you receive the john little call? Oh man, i didn't receive it lor.. Sob sob.. Nvm.. i had gotten a job already. yah... Think tat's all for today. Very sleepy today. haha...

Ok.. i'm gonna show you guys something tat i hate it.. I really dunnoe wat to say to him. OMG.
GERALD says:
i just feel like killing myself
WoOhOo!~ GoTtEn A jOb AlReAdY... FiNaLlY.. says:
wat you expect me to say when u say tat
i mean...
u always tot of killnig urself..
but have you ever tot of others
WoOhOo!~ GoTtEn A jOb AlReAdY... FiNaLlY.. says:
can u like think anot..
WoOhOo!~ GoTtEn A jOb AlReAdY... FiNaLlY.. says:
dun always do silly things like killnig urself..
GERALD I need someone to hug, I can't handle my life anymore!!! says:
i've thought of others
WoOhOo!~ GoTtEn A jOb AlReAdY... FiNaLlY.. says:
then
GERALD I need someone to hug, I can't handle my life anymore!!! says:
most of my friends would be happier if i was dead
WoOhOo!~ GoTtEn A jOb AlReAdY... FiNaLlY.. says:
u want me to lecture you or wat
GERALD I need someone to hug, I can't handle my life anymore!!! says:
u just don't know how i feel when they said that
GERALD I need someone to hug, I can't handle my life anymore!!! says:
they told me, the world would be a better place if i was gone...
GERALD I need someone to hug, I can't handle my life anymore!!! says:
this is the worst i have felt
WoOhOo!~ GoTtEn A jOb AlReAdY... FiNaLlY.. says:
then u really did wat the other say
the i will scold you stupid..
coz if the person it's me, i will confirm live coz i like to do things which against of wat they think
GERALD I need someone to hug, I can't handle my life anymore!!! says:
everyone would rather see me dead...
GERALD I need someone to hug, I can't handle my life anymore!!! says:
even my friends
GERALD I need someone to hug, I can't handle my life anymore!!! says:
have u ever had these kind of friends
GERALD I need someone to hug, I can't handle my life anymore!!! says:
if i leave em, i dun have many friends left
WoOhOo!~ GoTtEn A jOb AlReAdY... FiNaLlY.. says:
well, u dun have a true friend u see....
WoOhOo!~ GoTtEn A jOb AlReAdY... FiNaLlY.. says:
...............
GERALD I need someone to hug, I can't handle my life anymore!!! says:
yes, i don't
GERALD I need someone to hug, I can't handle my life anymore!!! says:
i want to...but no one is true towards me
GERALD I need someone to hug, I can't handle my life anymore!!! says:
no one tells me the truth
GERALD I need someone to hug, I can't handle my life anymore!!! says:
if i was ugly, they'd lie and say i'm handsome or cute to make me happy...
WoOhOo!~ GoTtEn A jOb AlReAdY... FiNaLlY.. says:
how u noe
WoOhOo!~ GoTtEn A jOb AlReAdY... FiNaLlY.. says:
well, dun always like tat...
WoOhOo!~ GoTtEn A jOb AlReAdY... FiNaLlY.. says:
go out and know more friends..
WoOhOo!~ GoTtEn A jOb AlReAdY... FiNaLlY.. says:
dun be a toad in a well
GERALD I need someone to hug, I can't handle my life anymore!!! says:
the kind of people that are out there...arent the kind of friends i want....
GERALD I need someone to hug, I can't handle my life anymore!!! says:
even now...my friends are already like this
GERALD I need someone to hug, I can't handle my life anymore!!! says:
people have been cheating on me and saying bad stuff to me
GERALD I need someone to hug, I can't handle my life anymore!!! says:
but i try to take it in my stride
GERALD I need someone to hug, I can't handle my life anymore!!! says:
now...it doesnt work
GERALD I need someone to hug, I can't handle my life anymore!!! says:
the truth is...i pretend to be happy among people
GERALD I need someone to hug, I can't handle my life anymore!!! says:
but inside...i'm a really sad person
WoOhOo!~ GoTtEn A jOb AlReAdY... FiNaLlY.. says:
dun need to pretend lor..
WoOhOo!~ GoTtEn A jOb AlReAdY... FiNaLlY.. says:
dun like........
WoOhOo!~ GoTtEn A jOb AlReAdY... FiNaLlY.. says:
i believe there's someone whom will be true to you one
GERALD I need someone to hug, I can't handle my life anymore!!! says:
if i don't...when u guys see my face...u wont have any mood to do anything
GERALD I need someone to hug, I can't handle my life anymore!!! says:
i used to believe that too...now...i've lost all believe in everything
GERALD I need someone to hug, I can't handle my life anymore!!! says:
i dun believe in religion anymore
GERALD I need someone to hug, I can't handle my life anymore!!! says:
i dun believe god will answer my prayers...
GERALD I need someone to hug, I can't handle my life anymore!!! says:
i've never had fun watching movies alone
GERALD I need someone to hug, I can't handle my life anymore!!! says:
going out alone...

So wat you want me to say to him?!?!?!

I slacked at home today yes. I didn't go out today. Kind of miss him. Something juz not right... Ph yah, ireceived a call from the ritz caltin and they called me to go for the training next tues. Finally i had found a job yes. Oh yah, back to the topic. I msg him today, telling him tat i got a job. He tot tat i gonna turned down the job again. he was like.. I think he dun have trust in me or something coz i turn down 2 jobs already. 1 is jessica tat job. coz it was like, we need to take cab to go there and jessie and i had to pay for the cab fee. hello, cck to tamp was like how much?? At least 15 bucks lor. Then go there come back muz as well stay at home. The money we earned paid for the cab for izzit?? Tat's why i turned it down. The other one is huan jian tat job. Oh come on.. tat job i need to call ppl to join the company (like those marketing). Then 1 month can earn about 100 bucks?? Tat job is a long term one lor. who will wanna work tat job now?? De.. Then he was like saying me for not accepting RP offer. I know wat i'm doing. He said tat rebecca oso paid for her course first then change choose pay anotehr 1000 plus. he called me to paid tat 100 plus first, he scared tat no poly wants me. I know wat he was worrying about but i really know wat i am doing yes. I can't afford to paid the school fee at RP if i know i'm not planning to stay at tat course. My family can't afford it. I need to work.. To pay for my school fees and a lap top (if needed). He dun support wat i'm doing. Which i really dislike... we seems to be drifting apart.......... I dun wished to be like last time.... Like ray and i..... hai.. suan le... Dun say le... I hope he will understand... yah...

Today jessie and i went to Jp for a job interview at John little. But before tat, she came to my hosue here and waited for me wor. Coz she was at sun shine place before tat. I needed to change yes.. Coz i was wearing a 3/4 pants. Hahaha.. I was planning to go Queenway shopping centre de but Jessie dun want coz she needed to go back to greenridge for the guides election. De.. Haha.. The interview was quite ok lah. But i dun think i get the job coz i dun have any working experience. But i think Jessie got it ba. Oh yah, Yee Peng is corrently working at there oso. Hahaha.. I saw her over there. We had a chat. After the interview, we went to greenridge. We were toking about the poly stuff. Seriously, i am very scare. I scare i can't get into the poly. Hai.. Regret not appealing NYP. Hai... Regret tat i did not study hard for my english. Hai... Forget it.. No used of regreting, juz prad hard tat i got into NP or SP.

We reached school at around 4 plus. We sneaked inside de wor. hahaha.. So funny.. We didn't go and take visitor pass. haha.. Oh yah, i went out to buy something to eat then i saw MR CHUI!! He didn't say anything to me wor. he juz smile to me. hahahaha.. So funny. This year guides realy cannot make it yes... I vote for prena for indoor commander, nisa for outdoor then the other 2 i anyhow choose de. oh yh, chui feng was like soooooooo arrogrant. Seriously lor. Dun believe asked jessie. I can confirm she 100% agreed of wat i had said juz now. She was like kept on yellling. A simply yes or no can made her so damn angry and yelled at the guies. I dun understand why she is so commited to guides nowadays. Last time she was like shuang shuang jiu lai, bu shuang jiu bu yao lai those kind. But she came with chuen mei every tuesday lor. Omg.... No wonder the juniors dislike her. Hahaha.. I can understand their pain they are going through now. hahaha.. I am so tiring today. Oh the way back, i saw Pui leng!! My darling. long time no see le wor. hahaha. .She was carrying her lap top. Haha.. Yah...Then i accopany her until the school there then we parted. Yah... Then went with Jessie to lot 1 for a walk. Josh and nisa supposed to be joining us one but nisa is going to kallang to watch TAUFIK!!! OMG!! He's our singapore idol lor. Hahaha... Envy her right?? Hahaha.. I bought a thing for ren shing coz he said he need one. Oh yah, ren shing was unhappy with me wor coz ytd i reached home at 12 plus. Then i still lie to him saying tat i had reached home long ago already. i dun want him to worry ok.. Tat was a white lie yes. Hai..... Anyway, i apologised to him already. Yah.. Let's hope tat he is not angry anymore.....

Woke up at 10 plus coz kana cao xin by my mother's phone!! She kept on calling home lor. Coz my younger sis got fever then she warned my sis not to go to school if she still had fever. I informed my sis if she still sick, woke me up and i'll bring her to see doctor but she didn't wake me up wat. She went to school then i told my mother she went to school already my mum kept on calling back lor. I was so tired!!! Urgh.. yah.. Then i got back to slp until 1 plus. Then my mum called again asking whether my sis got came back anot. She very the urgh.. Yes...

I went to ming hui's house at 4.30 yes. hhaha.. I alight at the wrong bus stop!!! Hahaha.. Then huan jian was like dun trust me again le. hahaha.. De.. i really forgot lah. Hahaha.. Then we walked for quite awhiile before reaching ming hui's house. Ren shing didn't go coz he is working. Oh yah, while waiting for the bus, i saw chang qing. hahaha... With her les partner. OMG. SHe quite chio lah, but why she is a les!!!! OMG! Oh btw, chang qing is ren shing ex. Yes... Then we played form 5 till 12 wor. hahaha.. I'm the overall winner!! Yes!!! I won 123 bucks. As in chips lah. hahahaha... 1 win 3 wor!! hahaha.. Yah!!! We left ming hui's house at 11.50 then we were chasing for the late 307 bus. ben tot tat the 307 bus stop was quite near but it was so damn far. Hahaha.. Then we reached the bus stop at 12. It was the last bus so no matter was we muz catch up with the bus. hahaha.. The bus driver knew tat we were chasing the bus so he slow down for us wor. So good right? hahaha.. Then reached home le lor. Think tat's all lah. haha...

Yah.. i juz reached home today. Haha.. I left my home at around 7 in the evening and headed towards lot 1 as my cousins where over there. They were playing the beetle dunnoe wat lah. Hahaha..They were so engrossed in the game until tat they spent almost near 20 bucks on tat game. Omg... I bought then to eat mac while wating for ren shing. I'm meeting him alter to watch mid night show. Hahah.. Yah.... Then i bought them to my grandma house lor. My grandma gave me 10 bucks. She insisted me to take the moent coz she said tat she didn't give us money for quite a long time already. So i took it.. De.. Finally ren shing msg me. De.. he reached my grandma house the bus stop at around 11.. We reached PS at 11.40. Fast right? Haha.. OMG. The cinema was ren shan ren hai wor. OMG. Haha.. He tot tat we were watchig guess who wor then i told him i wanna watch infection. Haha// Left the front 2 rows. No choice lor. Idiot lor he. I paid the movie ticket and my cheesy hotdog. He was not a gentleman after all huh? Haha.. I miss he days he courted me. Hahaha.. Better lor. Everything he pais. Hahaha.. K lah i noe i'm kind of bad but I'M BROKE OK?!?!?! Hahahaha... The movie infection was a damn damn damn disgusting movie. Some more it's PG lor. OMG.. Wat if the children saw all those disgusting sence?? OMG. They dunnoe how to think one izzit? OMG. We went to clacke Quay after tat. We took a cavb down to there coz i dun have a sense of direction yes.. Hahaha.. Then i paid in the end oso. Coz the uncle refuse to accept the 50 dollars notes. I dun care. He gonna buy for me the pants already. Hahaa..The atmosphere was not tat romantic as i tot. Yah.. Haha.. But it was quite all right after all. There was this group of tamil then they were like toking about us (i think) then i was like so feb up. If i'm wearing my contact lense i wil sure stare at them one. Then i scold f**k at them. Long time didn't scold le. They force me to do it. Ren Shing dun cared about them Yah.. He was hugging me. So sweet right? Yah... I asked him whether he "xing fu" ma, his reply was simple. A bit more then i will be feelnig xing fu le. I get wat he means. Oh yah, tat was after we went to esplandne (sorry i dunnoe how to spell). hahaha... Seriously i was very scared tat he will eave me. He swear tat he won't leave me. But ray said tat alot of time already. I am quite doubtful at tat time but i know he will kept his promise. I have faith in him. He told me tat we can't get married in 10 years time coz he said tat he needed to build up his career and everything else. He wanna make sure tat he can support me and gave me wat i want. 1st time a guy said these words to me. Yah... Sometimes i very scare of this word "forever" coz u guys know why right? Yah.. Then he said, "i will love you the entire life i have. I wanna be with you forever and ever..." I hugged him and yes, u guys know wat's next. Haha... Then i wanna go home already coz it's 6AM IN THE MORNING!!! Hello, when i reached home i'm sure tat i kana lecture by my mum already. FInally rhe bus came but IT DIDN'T STOP FOR US!! So damn fed up with the driver. I did wave lor. Hahaha.. yah.. So i reached home at 7.30 in the monring. Juz as i expected, my mum gave me a lecture and i was like didn't listen at all? haha.. I was so damn tired lor. haha.. I went to my bed and slept immediately. Haha.. Yah... Tat's all folks!~

Kind of long didn't update le wor. Yah.. First, i won't do huan jian tat job one. SOOOOOOOOOO stupid lor. wat left and right term then dunnoe wat lah. Earn sooooo little lor. But long term u will earn alot lah. But really not my type. De... Sometimes i feel he is abit annoying lor... Yah.. Is like almost every night keep on msging me and ask me whether we got go out anot. Is like dating still need to ask him?? Hahaha.. K lah. dun sak until so bad lah.. haha.... .Actually he really not bad de lor.. He kind of look cute??? Hahaha.. Yah.. He kind of helpful oso lah.. Oh yah, i've to tok about the things today right?? haha..

Went to queenway shopping centre with ren shing today. SUPPOSED to go out at 9.30 de then until 11 i still at home. He abit idiot lor. He needed to go Np to register something. He ddin't tell me lor. Then i can slp longer ma. Hahaha.. Then i reached bukit batok at 11 plus. While waiting for bus 61, there was this guy like walked infront of me then walked away. De... Dun care about him. Hahaha.. Then meet him le lor. At first i really tot i over shot lor. hahaha. The bus number is 1155M btw. Coz i noe i past by his house le. Haha.. Then i called him, he juz aobut to reached the NP bus stop lor. De.. .He abit idiot right? Reached queenway shopping centre in aorund 30 minutes time. He bought 2 t-shirts and 1 pants. 60 bucks lor. quite reasonable lah. Hahaha.. I bout 3 t-shirts for 20 bucks. Need to buy shirts for my poly. If i gopt into lah. Hope so and i have to pray hard!!! I took 61 back to bukit tinah and bought my lunch. I oso bought my sis lunch too. She felt like eating filet burger so i walked all the way to beauty world to buy for her lor. Hahaha.. Yah.. Think basically tat's all lah. Oh yah, tat yiyi WASHED AWAY MY MOVIE TICKETS!!!!!!!!!!Urgh.. sob sob. Hai.. suan le, fated de lor. I slept for 3 hours btw!! haha.. From 5 till 8. hahaha.. Very tired lor.. Yah.. Think tat's all le.

Woohoo!!!! I'm soooooooooooooooooooo happy today!!!!! Jac msg me wor!!!!! Finally!!!! I'm sooooooooo happy. Hahaha.... I sent her a msg and she sent me back a good night msg!!! Even tot it's juz a simple good night msg, but it's made me so damn happy!!!! So happy.. Yah... I wanna blog it in this day!!! Yah... Below it's the last pic we had taken before we quarreled. Hope tat we can take more pictures on future. Let' s pray hard!~

Yah... I had a tiff with ren shing. Yah.. The way he reply seems abit.... Not respecting me. Yah... And i dun really like the way he thinks lor. Yah.. But think of le.. I stated my stand and yah, he agreed and think ok le ba.. Yah...

Went out with ren shing and huan jian today. Then we go to cenileisure to watch the pacifer. It was 9.30pm show. Yah... Treat them to watch movie. OMG. Sorry guys. they insisted. Coz huan jian called me to pay first the nhe said treat us lah since you get your payment already. De.. Then refured to return back the money to me lor. But nvm lah. Yah... Quite ok lah then movie. Hahaha.. Then after that we board the last 190 bus back home. Usually i will chased ren shing back home but this time, i wanna be longer with him. Yah.. Then all the way until this morning then came back. Have a tiff with ren shing. Supposed to be quite ok de lor but he smashed it. Wa.. Anyway, tat's all le...

Woke up at 6.30 this morning. This is the first time after the first 3 months in JC i woke up so early. I was very sleepy. Haha.. Supposed to meet at south view but last min they changed menu. They change to fajar. So i went to kent hong to meet jessie and sook theng. Jessie looked so tired. Guess she did not have enough slp, juz like me. Reached there punctually wor. We were wondering how the aunt recognised us wor. Haha.. So funny. Yah.. Reach there at 8.30 thrn started working straight away. We need to put the papers into the envelopes. It's the NKF de. Hahaha.. At first we still can chat and laugh but after lunch, we were so tired tat we did not tok to each other. Yah.. SO tired.. Made so stupid mistakes. haha... Yah.. Then jessica's father dropped us at lot 1. Earned 55 bucks today. Felt kind of happy after receving the monry. Hahaha.. I went to my grandma's house to eat and tehn went back home. OH yah, my aunt gave the each of us 20 bucks wor. Hahaha.. So good. Yah think tat's all le, very tired..

Well, today i'm kind of miss ren shing alot after toking to huan jian. He ah, i dun really know wat he is thinknig. Tok alot with him. De... he said if i have to understand ren shing better, better make him feel tat he is a good catch. De... Like stick to him like tat. De... Quite true... Agree up to 90%. Hahaha... Yah... Think tat's all. very tired... Not enought slp. Tml still need to work. Nikki intro de. Quite good. Haha... Too bad.. Only for female. =D Hahaha... Oh yah, i went out with zhan he, martin and xin yang ytd ma, then i think REALLY we have a generation gap. hahaha.. I can't understandw at they are toking!!!!! Hahahaha....

I dunnoe wat happened to me, i woke up 6 plus in the morning lor. Hahaha... Then i had my bath and then i went to my grandma's house to wait for my cousin Nelson. He wanted to buy a sport shoes for his sport day which is actually today wor. I reached my grandma's house at 10 and waited for half an hour. We went to Fajar to buy his shoes. QQuite ok lah, 15 bucks. He said he was hungry so i brought him to Macdonald for his breakfast. Coz we were late, they only left witt hot cake. So we juz bought and eat lor. Oh yah, he bought the same shoes as my sis zhi ning wor. Hope tat he can win lor. Hahaha.. So long as he tried his best can already. I was slacking at my grandma's house until 3 then i took a bus to Jurong point to meet ren shing. I did something bad today. I was waering my contact lense while iwas slping wor. Hahaha... Kind of bad for eyes right?? I didn't bring my contact lense casing ma. Hahaha... I made some Jelly for him wor. hahaha... We walked for awhile then i had to took a mrt to jurong east to meet Zhan He. Ren shing can't go to marina bay with me coz he had a swimming lesson. Sob sob.. He can be a swimmnig coach already wor. OMG. he damn power in swimming. Hahaha.. We aprted at Jurong east then we (Zhan he) and me took mrt to marina bay and wat for martin and xin yang. THEY WERE LATE!!! Zhan he and me reached marina bay at 6 lor (think so) then they reached at 6.30 lor. OMG. Anyway, zhan he is treating me steamboat. Hahaha... Coz he still own me my birthday present!!! Hahahaha.. Martin change alot wor. As in look.. He became taller and thinner le. haha... Xin yang became (fatter as in face) rounder le. *OoPs* haha.. We ate until like siao lor. Hahaha.. I was very fully. OMG. They kept on eating lor. We ate from 7 to 9.45 lor. De..haha.. I took alot of balls lor but can't ate finish. hahaha.. Then wasted alot of food. *OoPs* While eating, huan ian msg me. Hahaha.. He very cute one lor, everytime boring he will called me and asked me where am i. He tot tat ren shing and i will went out or something. Hahaha... The dragon villiage waiter attiude suck lor. So er xin de. Their facer expression were like didn't smile at all the lor. HTen they change tat thing le still need to abjust by ourselves. De.. Oh yah, i saw desmond they all. Coz it's raymond's birthday ma then they went to marine to celebrate for him. Yah.. happy birthday to him!! Hahaha.. Xin yand and zhan he were planning to drink wine or beer de but in the end they only drink one bottle of dunnoe wat lah. Think it's wine ba. Anyway, i dunnoe such things de. We sit at the side of clack Quye. Wa.. The view was damn nice. Should have took a pic of it but i dun have my cam phone. Haha.. we were toking alot of things. They kept on calling me is xiao mei mei lor, coz they said love to me was like easy come and easy go those kind things which i totally disagree with it lor De.. They said tat ren shing and me won't last. I dunnoe. I hope we can last forever although most of the things won't last forever de. Yah... Xin yang said tat martin change alot. Not as in good or bad but not the martin whom they knew before le. De..Btw, my clothing was damn suck lor!!!! I was wearing a 3-quarter pants and a t-shirt only lor!!!! De.. Then i went to clack quye. OMG!! They wear until so damn ncie lor, i looked at myself.. De.. OMG.. SO pai seh. hahahaha....While buying wine, zhan he cried. I dunnoe wat happened between him and his gf but i knew there's something not right. yah.. Hai.. relarionship, always has soooooooooooooo many problems de. chat alot today. Yah.. Was sitting at the side when this group of ppl came and asked us something. haha.. They were playing true or dare. Hahaha... They kind of funny. Hahaha.. We oso played true or dare after tat le. hahaha... Know alot of things. Zin yang got like zhan he before and zhan he got like me before wor. Hahahaha.. Anyway, tat's the past le. Yah... Haha.. Zhan he was racing with this gal wor. Hahaha.. So funny. Then he oso doing 20 push up wor. De.... I oso raced with this gal then i lose. coz my contact lense nearly drop out lor. U guys know how it feels when u wear contact lense over 24 hours le. Hahaha.. so damn discomfort lor. Hahaha... K lah.. Then we went off take Night rider. Xin yang took a cab home. Was very exhusted lor.. Now then i realised tat night rider stopped directly at my house here. Hahaha.. So funny. yah.. Then i reached home 4am in the morning lor. Was so damn exhusted.. Hahaha.. yah.. think i'll stop here le. Hahaha..

Stupid blogger!!! I had type out my blog ytd lor. But blogger got some problem so whaw i had type was GONE!!! urgh... QI si wo le!!!!! Anyway, REN SHING DIDN'T SMOKE OK?!?!?! I did put a braket beside wat i had wrote ok... De.. I said tat ren shing is addicted to something (not smoking lah). Addicted to something izzit MUZ be smoking?? De.. Now 2 person asked me whether ren shing is a smoker anot.. De.. Hahaha. Hey guys, read properly lah. Hahaha.. OK let's tok about wat happened today...

Went to pass something to my sis at her school. She very idiot one lor, she called me at around 2.05 and she insist tat i have to reach her school by 2.25. De.. Her school is fajar sec lor. Then i took a quite bathe and then went out to her school. Yah.. Reached her school around tat time. After passing her the file, i went to Jurong point to meet sook theng. I oso need to meet ren shing oso but he logged off at 4.I reach jurong point at around 3 then i went to NTUC and the dunnoe wat market to look for ren shing. U guys know wat, i was outside watsons wondering whether ren shing was inside or not, then i decided not to go in. And he was inside there wokring. De... He very idiot one lor, he refused to tel me where he was working. De.. k nvm. Then i went off to meet Jing cai, sook theng and jessie. St and JC went for a body check up. Yah.. Jessie looked kind of tired. Hahaha... Adter x-ray, they went off to meet andrew. We went to LJS to have our lunch. Oh man, i was damn hungry. Haha... Oh ah, shikin was working at LJS. She put alot of tata suorce lor. OMG, i dun like tata source de so i gave some to andrew. Hahaha.. Andrew kind of funny huh?? Hahaha... I felt kind of guilty wor... Seeing how Andrew treats ST and St treats Andrew. Hahaha.. They awere soooo sweet. I always scold ren shing idiot de lor. Hahaha.. Maybe it's my way of showing tat i care for him ba.. Hahaha.. ren shing came and meet me at LJS. he was sitting in between andrew and JC. as in like 3D effect lah. While eating, i looked up and saw the 3 of them, wa.. Ren shing looked like a gal!! Haha.. Then i asked Jessie for opinion she oso quite agreed with my statement wor. Hahaha.. So funnny.Oh ayh, we saw wan tian oso. I didn't know tat beside him was his uncle then i hit him so hard.OMG.. I'm quite sure tat his uncle has a bad impression of me already. OMG. Hahaha... Ren shing and i went off to buy my hamster stuff lor. He called me stupid coz i shouldn't have buy the thing coz they are plannig to shop. haha.. Then i carried the thing myself. Stupid ren shing didn't help me to carry. hahaha.. Got lah. hahaha.. oh yah, Jc treat me a drink wor. Thanks wor. Think tat's al for today le.. Hahaha...

I gonna tell him the things which hide inside my heart for quite long already. I dun cre, if i didn't tell him, i'm not zhi wei. I really dun like it. yah.. I muz let him noe....

Went to orchard. last minute decide de wor. Meet ben 8 at cck control station. Then ren shing came at 8.15. OMG. We were late for the movie!! Haha... The movie starts at 9.10pm. haha.. Oh yah, while waiting, there was this gal singing loudly at the mrt. Ok lah, to me, quite loud wor. She sang quite well, but dun she think it was abit pai seh ma?? Haha.. Ben was very hungry so i called him to go and buy foods to eat. Ren shing FINALLY reached le. Haha. We took 190 to orchard. Oh yah, actually rebecca is coming along but she can't make it. Yah... Shawnrick get into RP. Quite happy for him. Em.. We reached orchard at 9.10 the we rushed to cineleisure. we were deceiding whether or not to wacth that movei coz we were 6 minutes late already but in the end we still bought the tickets. When we went in, the movie was juz started only. Btw, they movie was "install". It was a japanese movie. NC 16 de wor. I know why it was NC 16 already coz it was about sex chatroom. Not exactly those RA tat type lah. De... Hahaha.. Then ren shing sent me home and he went back. Actually i wanted to tell ren shing something.. But dunnoe how to phrase it. When i heard his voice, i will forget wat i gonna tell him already. Oh man.. Wat am i suppose to do?!?!?!?!?!?!?!

Went to sun tec for a waitress interview. It's not an interview actually, we juz fill in the form then wait for their call. Haha.. Oh yah, went with sheng jie. Oh yah, found a pink wallet. Hahaha.. Hand it over to the people over there. Meet chan chai at cityhall then he bring us there. Wa.. Chan chai very good wor. Treat me sushi. Haha.. Really thanks him lots!~ Yah.. Sheng jie notice the thing. Hahaha. De.. Haha.. i very pai seh.. Hahaha.. K nvm.. suppose to meet ren shing at 1 de. but he still at home!!!! He very idiot de!!!! PIG!!! SJ, chan chai and me walked at the ca dunnoe war four lah. Haha.. Then we sooo sian. We went to acarde to play. Then SJ went to meet his gf. Chan Chai trest me wor. Hahaha..He soo good. Rich le.. Hahaha... Then we play the drum. Very cool huh? haha.. Frst time i paly i better tahn him le wor. hahahaha.. So "zi hao" wor. Hahaha..After playing, it was around 2.40 le but tat idiot ren shing still haven't come. He very idiot de lor. Hahaha.. So i accompany chan chai to take his payment. Yah.. Oh yah, it's raininig very heavily today wor. Then we parted at the junction outside sun tec. Ren shing fianlly reached le. He is addicted to something le (not smoking pls) Hahaha.. Trying to control him. Hahaha... Yah.. Watch "be cool" with him. OMG!~ We were broke already!~ Hahaha.. Cannot watch movie already. Muz control. He needs to work everyday except monday. So i can only see him on monday. He refused to tell me where he work. Gonna have love sick le. Hahaha.. We had our dinner at the "kopitam" then we went off to take bus 61. Wasn't feeling tat good inside the bus. The diver dunnoe how to drive!!! Urgh.. Made me so sick. Went bach home at around 10 plus. Yah.. Tok to leng, Leng, we are besr friends forever!!! Ger it?? Sorry for saying all those things. Even though we found our beloving person already, we ARE still bestfriends ok?? Dun worry so much. U are still my beloving lao po!! Hahaha..

Yah... Feeling abit sick today. Can't slp well ytd. Sigh.... Head very heavy today. Eat 1 panadol in the middle of the night. I dunnoe i wake up how many times already. Supposed to meet ren shing at 9.30am de. So i set my alarm at 9. but really having a headache.. So i continue slping until 10. He overslept. I called him not to come buthe insist of coming and take care of me. So sweet right?? Haha.. Anyway, today i kept on sweating. Very hot. Yah.. He came for around 30 minutes then he went back home le. Sorry sorry. De.. Hahaha.. Anyway, he really very good lor.. he sent me home and he FORCE me to go and slp. Haha. So i listen to him and went to take a nap. Felt so good after taking a quick nap. Em.. Oh yah, my mum and sis went out and eat. THey leave me alone in my home. De.. Very bad hor?? Haha.. Saw a lizard!!!!! AH!!!!!!!! OMG!!! I very scare of lizard de lor. Hahaha.. I didn't kill it. I juz kept on spraying the dunnoe wat. Haha... OMG!! Oh yah, get information form celia saying tat ren shing join CO becoz of shimin!!!! Hahaha.. Tat idiot ren shing still lie to me!! Hahahaha.. K lah k lah.. JK only. Yah... Think tat's all le...

Today it's our 1 month anniversary!!!~ I went to his bukit panjang condo to watch movie. He lah, go and rent "dirty dance 2" vcd. I dunnoe wat's tat movie. But i think it's romance de ba. Finally i pass him the hand wax which i had made in gen ting de. Finally. Haha.. And the cross stitch. Hope that he will like it. My first month persent is a rose from him!!! HE dye it himself de lei!!! He said that it supposed to be 3 roses de but only 1 got colour. So he gave me that one only. Hahahaha.. At first i tot he is heartless de, but i found out that he dye it himself de. Wa.... Soooooooo sweet. Really love that rose. Thanks wor dear!~ *MuAcK* Hahahaha.. He "yang" le 3 days then he gave me that rose. Hahaha.. I won't let it die de. Think so.. Hahahaha... The movie was kind of boring... Yah.. Oh yah, i throw my temper today becoz of something which i think we not supposed to do (dun anyhow think). yah... Hai.. Dun say le... I went back hom after watching the movie and he went for his swimming lesson after tat. Oh yah, my WHOLE family know something. Hahaha. .SOryr cna't write over here. Hahaha... Then they lecture me wor. De.. Anyway, i think it's bad oso lah.... Huan JIan called me and asked me where am i.. I was still at home. hahaha.. We were planning to paly tennis at ren shing's house at 9 de but his swimming lesson ended at 9. Haha.. So huan jian and me went to the peitr there to buy his dinner. Oh man, we were so pathetic!! I left with $2.50 and he left with 2 plus oso. Hahaha.. Oh the way, i saw tat gal whom diao me!!!! Urgh.. Should had called ren shing to come and help me. Huan juan can't help me de!!! Hahaha.. SOOOOOOOOOOOOO SUAN!!!!!!! Urgh.. Suan le, who cares about her. Huan jian told me about vivain and shi min de shi. He sounds very em...... DUnnoe lah, think he still has feeling towards Shi min. Oh yah, i know something!!! Hahaha.. I noe why ren shing join CO le, coz of a gal!! Hahahaha.. Huan jian is gonna kill me if i ask ren shing about this. Hahahahaha.... *OoPs* Hahahaha.. Ren shing came at 10 plus, we leave with 40 minutes to play tennis. Tennis is not fun at all!!! Haha. .Sorry ah, maybe to me lah. It's seems to easy to play when i watched tv. Yah... Haha... Ren shing seems abit tired and exhausted after the swimming lesson. hai.. After playing tennis, he didn't send me home. Yah.. Can see lah, he was sooo damn exhusted lor. can see from his face de. Huan Jian tot wat happen.. haha... Oh yah, tat pui leng msg me when i juz about to go home. he told me that ****** broke with her le. So i called her immediately. U noe wat??? It's april fool!!! SHe's an IDIOT!!! Hahaha.. Ireallt tot that she's crying lor!! I nearly went to her house coz i was at BP there. De.. Haha.. But i won't mind de lah, Coz it's april fool! Hahahaha..

Chat with Cynthia with the movie time slot. The shaw house de very idiot lor. Load soooo slow. De.. Haha.. Thanks wor cynthia, thanks for helping me ti check with the time slot. Hope that you and the ****** will be forever!!! Hahahaha.. U know who the person is hor. Haha.. Anyway, watch "house of fury" with ren shing. Oh yah before tat he was in sunshine place working. Hahahaha.. He was packing the pad section lor!!! HAHAHAHAHAHA.. I really can't help to laugh lor. Hahahahahahaha.. So funny. A guy packing those gals stuff. Hahahahaha... I developed the photoes taken at Pulau Ubin de. Wa.. I have to pay first wor. SHIT! Sure can't take back my money de. Sob sob. I nowadays broke le wor. Hai.. Anyway, friends lah, nvm lor. I won't be tat particular de. Oh yah, the "house of fury" not tat bad lah. Quite funny. It supposed to be fully booked for the first day of the movie right? How come like so pathetic?? Like em... around 30 ppl inside the cinema only??? Haha... Then went to arcade to paly the Korea drum. So funny. Tat ren shing CO de oso dun have music talent. I oso better than him!!! Hahaha... Huan jian oso played quite good. Wa... Weslye oso not bad. But i'm the best among them!!! Haha.. really wor!! Hahaha.. So proud of myself. Hahahaahhaha... We played until 10.30 then went back home. HE send me home. Yah... Tml it's our 1 month anniversary le wor!! So happy. Supposed to be today lah. Hahaha.. Coz pass midnight le wor. So dear, happy 1 month anniversary!!! I will continue to bully you de wor!!! Hahahaha... LOVE YOU LOTS!!! *MuAcK* Really hope to be with him forever........................................................ Oh yah, today is oso april fool wor!!! Hahaha.. SO happy april fool guys!! Zhan he is the first one whom message me de wor!! Haha.. Follow by Sebastian. Hahaha,,

Zhi Wei

in her sweet 20
24th Feb 1988
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