Today suppose to watch "house of fury" de, then i see the the wrong time slot. Hahaha.. De.. Then reach there le watch spongebob squarepants. Hahaha.. So funny. De.. Then Ren shing sent me home again as usually. Haha.. But today damn pai seh. We were outside the lift ma, then i was sitting down (my leg pain), ren shing oso sit down with me. 1 thing happen, the lift open and my neighbour came out. He saw us and he looked shocked. De.. I think he got the wrong idea. I called him uncle and he dun really looked nice to me. yah. Oh man!!! I'm in a dead shit now!! Haha.. OMG!!! Anyway, he ruin my image already!!!!! Hahaha... Really dunnoe how to face him wor. Die.. OMG!!!

I rejected RP offer already. Now BY HOOK OR CROOK, i muz get into SP or NP!!! God, pls help me!!!!! Yah... Jing cai keep on asking me about it. Hai... Pay my o level fees alaready. Oh yah, ytd when i reach home block here i saw nikki and yan shan. They are working wor. But i dun think i can work. Back to the topic. Suppose to meet ren shing de, but he is working. De.. Then wait until 6 plus, i go and see my hamster. My hamster died.......................... I criied until like dunnoe wat.. My hammi............ It's the male which died.. Oso dunnoe why died.................... hai.. Sad............. My sis oso cried. But my younger sis soo heartless, she didn't cry at all. De... Got feeling already lor. I think near 1 year already... Then such a good timing, ren shing called me. I can't control it. I cried out.. Then i oso dunnoe why he kept on saying sorry. De.. I went out to lot 1. Oh the way, i kept on thinknig about my hamter. Hai..Suppose to meet at 7.30 de. BUt when i reached there, none of them reached there lor. De... I waited uptil ren shing came. He console me.. Now then i know he is such a losu consoler. Haha.. Is there such word?? Haha.. Anyway, he kept on saying sorry and i dunnoe why!!!! De... Oh yah, he kept on saying nvm de. Haha.. i laugh.. But those fake smile lah. Tok until i cried again. Get too emotion le. De.. Haha.. First time cried infrom of a guy. Long time didn't cry le wor. Then here comes Ming hui... He very idiot one lor. Haha.. No lah, juz the the words came out from his mouth like veyr hurting lor. I cried again. He asid my hamster lor.. De... he stunned oso i think. Ben came and he saw me crying. He tot wat sia. Haha.. Ren shing bullied me!!! Haha.. No lah... Then we took 302 to ming hui's house to play mahjong. yah, stop crying le. Tat ren shing kept on making me laugh. But my hamster kept on appearing in my mind. Hai.. Sad.... But anyway, ming hui's mother very funny and friendly wor. Haha... Ming hui and ben won in the end. The couple lose!!! Tat ren shing kept on biting his nails lor!!! Urgh!!!! I think Ren shing is not tat sweet le. Haha.. He use to listen to me as in dun bite his nails and scold bad words lah. But today abit different lei. aiya, maybe i too sensitive le wor. Haha... Anyway, I had a great fun at his home. Oh yah, Ben said tat rebecca and ming hui have some misunderstanding. De.. Hai.. Treasure friensdhip wor. Ben's father fetched us home!! He is soooooo good. Haha.. Tat's the end le.. Buai buai...

Urgh!!!! I'm feeling so vex now!!!! I juz received a letter form RP. They are starting their english course on the 1st of april. De... From 9 till 5 lor!!! Siao!!! It's crazy!!! HTen SP and NP haven't give me a respond yet. Heard from ray tat SP release their DAE results on the 12 of april. De.. Then i still have to wait. If i agree with RP terms, then how?? I have to apy money lor. 100 bucks for the english course. Then the fee for 1st half of a year is 1228.40 for my course lor!!!! So damn ex!! I should have study hard for my english so tat now i won't be tat vex. Regret lor. Ok, back to the topic. Now i'm thinknig of whether to stay in RP or wat. Heard form Ren shing's mum saying tat business in RP quite good. Then ren shing call me to pay first. De.. My family not tat rich lor. 1228.40 lor, can you imagine tat? De.... urgh!!!!!!! Very headache ah!!!

Ren Shing suppose to meer mt at 10am at my home but he was sick. SO i juz wait until 4 pm then change back to my home clothes. De.. But in the end still went ut to lot 1. Stupid, cheat my feeling, they said tat they are going to town so i wear nice nice but in the end all refuse to go (becoz of their dressing). De.. Oh yah, finally ren shing told me wat his grandma told him about me le. He said tat his grandma said tat i very white, quite pretty but mouth bigger than his. De... Where goit sia. Then his gramdma said tat i will "eat" finish his money. Not good. De... Anyway, yah think tat's all. Oh yah, ming hui they all suppose to come to my house and play mahjong but in the end cancel coz my mom dun allow. Yah. .SO tml went to ming hui's house and play!~ =D Haha.. then i will think lor.

I juz discovered something.... Which i felt sooo bad.......................... I noe "that person" should see my blog by then... I guess the friendship between us is really over. No matter how hard i try, is that person eyes, the friensdhip is really over. I dun want this to happen, but in the end, it still happened again. Guess that's the end of our friendship. Even thought u dun like to hear "sorry" this word, i still wanna say sorry, to you (if you are reading this). I really didn't lie to you, but in your eyes, u said tat i lie to you. Then so be it. Juz take it as i lie to you and this friendship is over. I'm feeling so depress now...Tat's all...

Today, i saw Jing Cai working at JP. But befoer that i meet Huan Jian first as he reached there at 2pm!! De.. The movie starts at 7.40 lor. Haha.. Actually meet JIng cai at 6 de, but he haven't log off. So i go walk wak with huan jian. He very cute lor. He said that his company said tat he looks more like 20 to 30 age. De.. To me, he has a baby face lor. I wonder how the others look at him. Haha.. Anyway, meet Jc at 6.30 lot. Eat at food court. He very ke lian. Stand for dunnoe how many hours. Then saw tat IDIOT ZHAN HE!!!! Keep on toknig to me like an ah beng. Some more keep on pushing me lor!!!! Not nan ren at all!!!! THen JIng cai said tat i looked like an ah lian while toking to him. Sigh.. De.. Haha.. Dun care.. really lor.. Really like wat lor. I nearly fall down lor. Then tat time i abit angry lor. So many ppl looking at us. De... Dun care. I think i won't go JP anymore le. Very pai seh. Haha... Then here comes Ren shing, Kent, Ming hui and cheng kai. Coz SOME PPL last min cannot go so i find cheng kai and watch. Haha.. Then tat idiot cheng kai tot wat sia. Tot i treat him. De.. I pay 60.50 but i only get back 40 only lor. Sigh.... Idiot. Shouldn't have pay first. Oh yah, the cinma was fully book. Haha.. Lucky we book online first. Haha.. Anyway, the "the Eye 10" not tat nice. Part of it very scary lor. Haha... Kind of funny oso. Haha... Went back to lot 1 to eat tao hui. Haha.. Very nice. Yah, then went back home le. haha.. Tat's all Le wor. BuAi!~

Woke up by ren shing's phone call. He called me early in the morning and wake me up. De.. Haha.. Anyway, he got into NP the MECHANICAL ENGINEERING. Haha.. happy for him.. His first choice.. Then wait for him... My sister reached Jp faster then me. I need to wait for ren shing wat. Haha.. He was late as usual. Haha.. I say until so bad.. De.. Haha.. Reached JP to ask for the job. But they said it was full already. Sigh... Ask quite a few jobs at JP. Oh yah, still have famous cookies. Haha.. they will call me if i got the job. Sigh.. Need to wait again. Then still got ask "the body shop" and "coffee bean". But both unsuccessful. Sigh... We actually planning to catch a movie again but dun want. I want to wait until the "the eye 10" comes out then we watch. Haha.. Bought something for my hamster. Haha... We were sooo cute lor, we kept on looking at the cage but we didn't buy any. Haha.. Oh yah, i bought a new wallet!!! Haha... Half the amount was paid by ren shing. De.. i felt so bad coz everytime i go out with him, he paid all the things (almost all) then i eat/watch/want lor. But anyway, i'm planning to go and work already. So i will "repay" him de. Haha... Yah.. Oh yah, kent get into JJC. He sure very sad de.. Coz he got 15 yet he can't get into CJC. Ben got into NP poly, leng got into RP, Jing cai got into SP, sook theng got into SP and I GOT INTO RP!!!! Oh man.. i choose Business computing and then i got in. Haha.. Then i have to give them a respond by the 26th of march lor. Sigh.. SP and NP haven't give me a respond yet and how am i gonna give RP a respond!!! SOme more i really wanna get into SP or NP. Sigh.. Wat should i do??? Should i stay in RP and continue with a course that i dun really like?? Oh yah, the business computing is my first choice (i think tat time i crazy already tat's why i put business computing). Can somebody help me!!!!!

Since when i didn't update my blog already. Haha.. Now i have to use prefect english to type this blog already. I need to improve my english. That's why. Haha.. Anyway, went out with ren shing, Kent, ben and Ming hui. we went to pulau Ubin. But before that, Kent they all where late!! We said met at 12 pm at cck control station but they turned up at 1 pm!! De... i saw jessie while waiting for them. So i went and join her to meet sook theng and her bf. They were looking for a job. Haha.. That's why... We reached there around 4.30 and the last boat was at 7pm. De.. We only cycled for 2 hours. (-_-") Haha.. Anyway, i fall down because I suddenly stopped and ren shing hit directly on me. He did not injure but i'm injured. I hit my stomach. Haha. Was feeling very upwell for a moment. My legs turned jelly. I myself also don't know. Lie on his laps. First time a guy look after me sooo well. He was sooooo worried for me. He kept on saying sorry and i don't know why!!! Haha.. He said tat it was because he hit me that's why i fall down. De... Fall down was a common thing right? Haha... He really take care of me very well.. First time.... I felt soooo good having a bf. Ray and chandra didn't treat me the same way before. I didn't regret having him as my bf!! =D Haha.. Love him lots!~ *MuAcK* Anyway, continue... Kent fall down also. Ben and Ming Hui looked so shocked as they didn't expect Kent to fall down. Oh yah, they really can cycle. Haha.. They were cycling at their full speed all the time!! How am i gonna caught up with them!!! Haha... Anyway, really have a great time at ubin... Haha.. Ren shing said that he won't ever bring me to go alnog already coz he scare that i sick again.. De.. Haha.. I don't care!! I wanna go!! Haha... We took a ferry back to the harbour. Haha.. We nearly missed the last boat as we only have 5 people and the boat won't take us unless we can find 12 people. Then here came our savior. Haha.. There was this "xin huen" coming and asked us whether we planning to share the boat or not. It was because if we didn't reach 12 people, we had to book the whole boat for 24 bucks. Yah.. So we divide the amount. Reach harbour already then next was to have dinner!! We were sooooo hungry!! Haha.. We went to eat "zi ca". Haha.. Quite cheap also. $32.70 for 5 person. Quite worth it right?? Haha... We take bus number 2 bacu to bugis junction and took 67 back to cck. we run like a mad dog.. Haha.. We were trying to catch the last bus (we thought). Haha.. Coz we reached the bus stop at 11.30. Haha.. Ren shing came my house and talk talk. Yah....... Haha.. He leave my home at 1.30 am!!! My sister was soooo scares that he would see her coz she was wearing very simple. Haha.. That end!~ *MuAcK*

In the morning, accompany my mum to see doctor... THen go to my grandma house to see my 3 cousins. Haha... Hen after that went back home to sew tat thing. Haha.. Stupid lor.. Short of 1 colour.. Need to go and buy again. went out with ren shing to catch "Hostage" at shaw house. Haha.. Action movie.. I dun like action movie lei.. Haha.. Yah.. think tat's all le.. Oh ya, sherine told me that Jun hao tok bad things about us!! Wat sia.. Very angry.. Haha.. Reach home kana scold from both my mum and sis. Mum scolds me for going out ALMOST everyday then sis scolds me for wearing her jacket!!!!!!!! IDIOT!!! Very angry now... Dun wanna tok le..

Sorry ah.. long time didn't update already.. Kind of tired.. Being drag out by him EVERYDAY!!! THen got back home very exhusted already. Haha. .sorry ah... Anyway, wen out with ren shing everyday lor.. De.. First time... Haha.. Catch 6 movies with him. Power.. Within 7 days i think. Haha.. Almost all the movie i had watch before already. Haha.. I very pity guys lor, when they are dating, they always need to pay money.. But for me, i insist of paying myself!!! Haha.. Is like, they oso children lor (counted). Haha... Anyway, something he really pay EVERYTHING for me. He is juz soo sweet.... Haha... Seriously i think we are too fast... As in stages... We juz got to know each other on the 23 of feb then get together o nthe 1st of march.. Isn't it tooooooo fast?? I'm Zhi Wei lei... De... Haha.. Anyway, i ddin't regret... Coz i do have feelnig towards him. Ray tat side i think is fading away totally already. Now we are juz friends...

Juz got back form Gen ting... Miss him alot... Yah... think i stop here... sad over something.. Quarrel with mum..

28.02.2005

Today, ren shing and me went and catch a movie at lot 1 i nthe morning before we get our results. We watched hide and seek. Well, at first, i refused to let him hold my hands. But after tat, i let him hold. First instant, u guys might think tat it's abit too fast, i myself oso can't believe it. He is sooo damn good to me lor. He kept on asying "i love you" so easily. De... I told him tat it's unfair to him coz ray still inside my heart. But he says dun mind lor. I was like so touch..... Hard to find this kind of guy already. Saw ken they all after the movie. Saw hwee teng and mattew. Haha.. They are still the same. Wahaha.. wa.. Seems tat everyone from CCKSS knows tat i'm ren shing's gf already. de... Haha..

In the afternoon, there's the moment where everybody is veyr eager over something common - o level results. We waited for 2 to 3 pm lor. Coz the stupid principal tok alot lor. Saw alot of faces.... Jun bi got 19, wan tian got 21, yina got 14/15, Chuan Eng got 23, fatin got 27 (she looks sooo damn sad lor)... Hai.. dun weish to say other ppl results le.. When i got my results, i stunned for a moment.. I fail my english.. I got E8!!! Stupid lor. Hai.. English got E8, chinese got B3, double maths got A2, Science got B3 and combine humans got B4. Quite happy with my results but becoz of my english lah!!!! Urgh!!!! I was soooo sad lor.... Went an ask ray about his results. He only pass 2 subs.. I dunnoe wat to say to him... Meet with ren shing. He is juz sooooo sweet lor. He got 25 btw, He rushed down form cckss to bangkit juz to console me.. I was toking to michelle when he reached... Really kind of touch..... he spent his day with me.. Juz to console me... It was raining and yet, he still good to me... Kind of touch. I noe he is sad over his results oso but he only thinks aobut me. He vent out his anger at his friends coz he sad tat i pass my good luck to all his friends already. He is really so damn nice lor....... Cynthia didn't come and take her results coz she was in malaysia tat day. I saw her results... Hai... Dun wanna say.. JC, Yi ting, and cynthia got the same grades... Si hui got the same grades as me (english). We looked sooo galm... Coz of our results... I cried out when i was toking to yu xuan... Sad lor... Hai.... Then after tat ren shing send me home all the way.. After tat i meet him... He console me.. He holds my hand.... I feel so loved by someone.. For the first time.. Ray didn't did tat to me soooo well before. Then we went to lot 1.. Holding hands together. But later then i let go coz i say i need 1 month to forget about ray totally. But he refused. I insist it of coz. Haha.. Went to lot 1 and meet Ken.. He like a consellor lor. Conselling us.. Finally, i decide to accept him... Once again... Let's hope tat this will last.. Forever....

01.03.2005

Went to SP to ask something aobut my grades. Yah.. Quite ok lah.. Haha.. Hold hands with ren shing... All the way.. Think so.. Haha. .asw his friends ming hui. Yah... Shing is soo good to me.. Felt so loved.. Haha.. THen after tat meeting with si hui and ken they all. Si hui was very sad over her results. Coz she didn't get any distinction. So it's abit hard for her to appeal for course in poly... Hai.. Let's hope for the best wor!!! Haha... went to CJC and ACJC . Think ken wants to go CJC ba.. He got 15 lor. Ben very ke lian lor. Although he got 12, he can't get into CJC coz he dun have a-maths. Wa.. That's very sad lor. Em.. There's many thnig happen today lah. Haha. .DUn wish to say le.. Tired.. Buai buai...

Zhi Wei

in her sweet 20
24th Feb 1988
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