slack at home the whole day.. can't figure out wat to write for my report. Er xin de. i hate projects ar!!!!!~

Been reading my past entires for the pass few days.. Realise tat i have blog alot.. About myself, about this world, about my thoughts. Izzit a good thing to blog these things?? Well, i guess it is. Do bring back lots of memories.. Like my school life, my friendship, my love life, my home and many more. These things make me grow up. Makes me realise how much i have been through to this stage. Bad memories make u grow and realise think more clearer (if u noe how to think). Meaning self reflecting. Hm.. It makes u grow and realise the mistake which u have make last time. Pls, after tat make the same mistake again. haha.. So it's not consider bad memories huh? Haha. It s a lesson for u to learn and the prize u get is priceless. Is juz that the process of getting the prize is very tough. Guys, if have the time do read back ur past entries ar?? haha...

Went out with him today. Cool.. Watch Aquamarina. It's a very very very very nice movie!!!!~ Pls guys, gonna watch it with ur gf/bf!!!!!!~ a great movie. Nice nice!~

Today really kinda suay ar. Waited for the LRT for 20 minutes and then all full. Wat the.. Got down form the LRT and take bus to cck mrt station. Not only tat, i was late coz my friends were waiting for me. Reach at 8.45am. Before tat meet kw awhile coz he oso 9 o'clock lesson ar. Went school, here and there.. Finally, acc i understand le. Haha. Tat's a very very good thing. I have 2 and a half hour break so we went to pizza hut and eat. 9 person wor. then we eat eat eat, then have pizza left so i go tat stupid JC. Haha.. Nice right the pizza. Not even so thank you lor. Bu hao lor u. Saw sk and ep. they went to take their o lvl cert le. They go without me, bu hao lor. =( haha... but can understand lah, i dismiss at 4 leh they 12 dismiss le. So good right??

After break, support to go to the library de but quite a number of ppl dunnoe so we went to the room instead. hai.. Was late for 15 minutes. Suay right?? Teacher kinda angry.

At WCD lesson, u msg me saying that i have make a mistake by saying that this is not the friday we are meeting. Then u juz say u cannot make it. I was like.. So fed up ar first. U are the one who says tat i have neglected u then i make the effort to call u out but wat is this. I was so angry at first lor. Coz is like... is this friday lor and then u say u got smt then cannot make it. That was wat i am thinking at first. But after tat i think i was juz yi shi chong dong. Maybe becoz today really very suay ba. May i noe why u are not free ar? Alternate friday, this is wat u have say. Seriously i dunnoe whether next fri i can make it anot lor coz projects are really pounding up and u are like so busy.. suan le..See when u free u contact me ba.

Went to suntec with kw and ting to the k box. Very hot ar today. Then go sing sing relax abit.. Long time didn't saw ting oso le. =D Miss ya!~ *mUack*

Today lesson starts at 9 and ends at 4.30pm. Haha.. I really hate thursday lesson ar.. Today cold until like dunnoe who's business. Haha.. Thanks kw, thanks for lending me ur jacket. So sweet ar? From fc 1 to fc6 and pass me the jacket and then back to ur block.. Thanks alot ar.. *mUaCk*

Still wondering which cca to join. Sian ar.. Juz forget it.. Dun wanna join liao.. OH yah, on the way to school, yu jin says tat there's a accident outside SP. Life is like tat.. U dunnoe wat will happen the next minute. This minute u are happy, next minute maybe u are gone.. So guys, pls cherish the ones around u.. Dun regret it later.. I hope tat the person will be all right..

Wow... Late today.. 9 o clock lesson i 8.30 then wake up. Power ar.. Then i see my alarm why didn't ring. I set it at 7.20pm. Power ar? I reach my class at about 9.15. Before tat saw eric. not bad ar, he still the same. Lunch with wt, kw and nick. Oh yah, saw cheng kai. Wow!~ He change his hairstyle.
To wt: need someone to tok with, i always here. Dun bother tat i will be busy anot. and seriously dun think too much. Actually i oso notice tat u abit weird weird de. So i call kw to tok to u as no matter wat u guys know each other better. So i keep on toking to wen ting. Haha...

wen ting ar.. Long time didn't go out with wen ting liao... Finally pass leng her present. So sorry leh. So late then give u ur present. But hope u like it ar.. =D

We went to the new cathey cinema and watch the "the act of seduction". a very cute movie. Laugh until like dunnoe wat. Hahahaha... But it's kind of sweet too lah. Coz can see tat they realy do have feelings towards each other. Worth watching... After movie we went to suki shusu to have our dinner. Seirously i am quite hungry ar. Hahaha. .Dunnoe why today whole day quite hungry. Omg.. Spend quite alot leh today. hai.. need to save up le zhi wei!~ Tml dun be late le hor.

Pls for goodness sake. Pls stop saying that u guys suck.. Pls lah.. really dun wish to hear tat anymore. Ok?? thank you..

Now wat? I juz type my blog juz now and now i have to retype it again coz got error. Duh.. Stupid blog. Nvm i blog again.. Haha..

Surprisingly i understand wat my lecturer says today wor. Haha... Not bad ar?? Lesson ends at 2pm today and so we (sharon, yanisa, jesslin and me) went to a room to do our project. Yap, i was carrying my 2.84kg (haven't + battery weight) to school lor. Omg.. So damn heavy.. Next time i won't bring my laptop to school liao. Haha.. Tml i have to go down to yanisa's home to do project. Not bad ar, at tampines yes.. There's a new classmate le wor and his name is call jonathan. He kinda small size ar? Haha.. Btw, i introduce VOS to my classmate wor. Almost all like it lor. ya ya!~ Nice nice. After doing project went to meet him. =P

We went to citylink, sun tec, marina and finally PS. Watch the movie "luan hui". Wat a "good" movie again. Only the doll very er xin, then some scary part lor. Em.. Haha.. Thanks sayang, for helping me to carry my laptop. After watching movie, we went back home le coz he has a lesson at 9am which in another words he neesd to wake up at 7.30am. Dun oversleep wor!~ =D

I can feel the stress right now.. My project work is coming up.. Everything is pounding up. There are 3 projects coming up and 1 essay. Dunnoe.. Feel tat i have choosen the wrong course. I dun understand wat's accounting and marketing. I only know tat i like maths which led me to engneering. "Engineering is mostly for guys", tat's wat everyone is saying. Maybe tat's the reason why i didn't choose engineering. "gals mostly go for business" and maybe tat's the reason why i follow the flow. Wat will be the life be if i get into engineering?? Have i make the right choice of choosing Business IT? Maybe i will grow to like it more as time goes by ba.

Think quite many things ytd... U will know it.....

Ytd was a good start for both of us. Went to find him after my school. First time hold me hand ar? Haha.. How's the feeling?? em... Seriously i am abit shy. Haha.. But after tat ok already. Like ur company. Was singing with his friend. wow...

Today is great. Went to meet him at 9am as he needs to go TTSH to get his medical cert. Acc him. after tat we went to PS, orchard and back to suntec + marina. I really will become fat with ur continue feeding lor. Omg. Saw martin and jos wow. Miss them lots. Then after tat we went back home as we are both quite tired. We took the train towards jurong east de. The journey times seems to be short ar? Maybe it's becoz of him. We tok alot ar? Haha.. Like toking non-stop. It really reminds of rs. coz tat time we oso always go out. that's why we are like lai de kuai, cui de kuai. But i know tat i won't... sayang, better take care of urself ar. Ur pencil and cert still with me lor. sian, monday gonna see u again le. Haha... Jk lah. See u on monday ba!~

Wow... Today it's a very impt day wor. We are tgt le. Happy for me!!! Haha..I noe my feeling is right and his oso. =D at 1.26am, we are tgt. Not bad ar.. Then tok until near 2am then slp liao coz tml we both of us oso have lesson. Some more mine is until 5pm lor. Omg. His is until 5 oso but i dismiss earlier!~ haha.. Went to sport hall for the cca thinga. Ar!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Dunnoe wat cca to join. Er xin de!!!! Hao fan ar!!!!~ Drag him to come along with me.. hehe.. Well, think only JC, wt and leng know. Haha... Know who is my mr right?? Tat guy is................ Lim Keng Wei!~ *aApLaUsE* haha.. Like to thanks wan tian for letting me know him. Thanks pal!~ To keng wei, thanks for letting me to come into ur world. Let's create our world tgt ba. =D

All i wanna say it's tat.. Ytd, the whole day i am feeling uneasy.. I dunnoe about u but i am seriously feeling so uneasy. Sometimes i got the urge to msg u. Although it's only 1 day, but it's seems like years. Sounds too over le huh?? But it's true.. Maybe it's habit ba. Gots lots of things to chat with u. At first tot tat we hit off really well and fast but as time goes by, it's seems more than tat to me. I dunnoe wat izzit actually at first but the feeling seems stronger ar? I know u urself oso dunnoe wat u are thinking (coz of something). Can i ask, wat u guys (u and ur ex) do before u 2 are tgt? As in same like us? About Z tat mattter, it's up to u coz seriously it's hard to let go. Dun bother about my feeling coz i dun want both of us to regret ar.

Today, before i went to meet u, i dunnoe why my heart is beating so fast ar. Izzit anxious to see u or smt more? Seriously whenever i'm with u, it's so comfortable. Like can tok non stop. Wat happen in the cinema really makes my whole body feel hot. U know wat izzit... I know tat i'm blushing.. I will blush.. coz seriously tat i dun wanna hide my feeling le. I dun care who are reading this.. I juz wanna confirm about my feeling... I like u... It's so damn fast. 1 to 2 months and it's like tat. I dunnoe wat u think about me coz seriously i myself oso think tat it's very very fast. Maybe u will think tat i suck coz like a guy so fast ar? Maybe this is not like but friends leh?? At first i oso thinking, whether izzit friends, or more than tat. But as time goes by, i know for sure tat the feeling is more than friends. Inside the train, we, are thinking... U know, i know. Juz tat we keep quiet throughout the journey. And here i am now declaring things.... to u...

Another day has pass... Things starts flashing here and there... Bits and pieces... Wonder wat he is thinking... Seriously i have lots of things to say. Damn many... I am seraching the answer oso. Izzit becoz of i like his company or something more?? Maybe becoz we always go out tat's why ba.. See how ba.. This few days... em.... Like this... I oso expeience the same feeling like him.. 2 years is not long but it's enough to bring u from heaven to hell. I dun wanna get hurt and same to him. All the best.

For the time being, I only noe tat my feeling is complicated... He is a nice guy. I scare he like rs oso who is cannot be lah. But the fear seems stronger. Sucks.. I am so sucky. I think he oso trying to get his feeling right ba. But watever it is, is his decision. He should follow his heart and dun regret. tat's one thing about blog ar, i cannot type how i really feel.

First day of school, like this lor. Lesson by lesson, hai hao lah.. At least i still know wat the teacher is saying. Haha.. After tat went JP with kw to eat crystal jade. Wow, I love the noodles. Haha.. Saw st, oh yah, before tat i was toking to st while waiting for kw. saw so many ppl. Saw wt, saw st, saw greenridge ppl, saw my pri school friends. wow... Not bad ar. Oh yah, back to the topic, we shop shop awhile before we went makan. nice.. =D Saw shidah!!!!!!~ My sayang.. She grow fatter le, but better lah. At least she not tat thin le. Miss her lots. after makan we went back home le. Pack my room as i got the urge to pack ar. Neat and tidy. Haha.. Tml it's another day of school le. Wish me all the best..

Basically nowadays i keep on going out. Haha... I think on thursday we (kw, wt and me) went to east coast to cycle. After tat we went to orchard and saw leng and ting concidentally!~ And then we tag along forour lunch + dinner. Woohoo... took neo-prints wor. Wil scan in for u guys to see.. Tok many pics oso. Haha...After tat leng an ting went off and left with wt,kw and me. We went to clack quak tok tok.. Whenever i tok with them, they will always be so many emotions running here and there. They really tok to the deepest of ur heart. Makes u wanna think deeper and know more about character. Something like self reflection and soul seraching.

Friday went to lin ying's birthday party with xuan. After tat meet up with wt and kw coz need to pass them things. After tat went home. Tired tired..

Sat went out with kw, eugene and ky to watch the black night. At first tot tat it will be a good movie ba turns out to be smt like san gen oso. But much more better tan san gen. The hong kong de very nice. After watching it we went home.

today, i juz watch a show about "ladyboy". Meaning ren yao. Well, it's their choice to make a transection. They like it, so be it. Juz tat some ppl can't accept the fact tat there's ren yao. For me, i am juz curious ba. Coz i never really seen a ren yao before. this show basically show how they feel and why theywanna make a transection. Mainly becoz they need $$ and some is they really wanna become a woman. Well, who knows... Like i say, it's their choice. So we juz respect them ba.

Orientation here and there. Last day of orientation we were doing flag day. ok i have lost the stickers already so i can't scan over here. Sian... Then after tat went to catch a movie which is call fragile. wat a "good" movie it is.. haha.. After tat went to meet with with wt, sk and ep with kw. Wow.. yi ting and nikki oso over there. Haha.. So long didn't see them already. After tat went to ps with wt and kw. Not bad ar, always ""huen" with them. shop shop awhile, tok awhile and then bad home.

Today went to east coast and cycle. Fun fun.. 2 hours wor. Anyway, it's fun lah. went to orchard to walk and then surprisely saw leng and ting!!!! Not bad ar.. haha..Then we went tgt as a group already. yaya!~ we took neo-prints wor. haha... will scan de. hehe.. Then leng and ting went home at around 7.45. As for me i continue walking with kw and wt. reach home at around 11 ba.. Some pics for u guys to see. haha..

Ok.. Ytd was my first day of orientation. Not bad.. Know quite a few frends. Am suppose to say tat i know the whole class. Haha.. Then nvm.. coz there's this thing tat we need to choose a female and a male from each class to repersent the class for a game. Not me de lor.. but coz the first one wanna change so they change tohe 2nd top highest vote to become their repersentative of the class. This goes to the male side oso. So we are the running up ar. And surprisingly, we got into the2nd round. It's so unbelievable lor tat we got in today. Coz our dressing is simple (angel and devil0 and yap, i'm the devil. Hahahahaha.. Fun fun.. But really kinda of sian today. Back to ytd.. we play bonding games and yah, we know each other more. Quite all right the number of students. 9 gals vs 12 guys. I dun care but aslong as i clinque with them can already. Haha.. After my first day orientation, i went to meet up with wt and kw. sing k box with ep and zr from 9pm to 2am. Power ar? Haha.. Then today i was like a walking zombie. They were tonning at my house the playground here without telling me. then i was like walking to the mrt when wt and kw approuch me. de...

They were doing soul seraching.. I guess i oso wanna do some soul seraching. I seriously i think i think more mature than me sister. tml will blog more. Now abit busy..

Juz reach home after work. Seriously when i went to meet my friends, is kind of weird. Everyone is so quiet. I noe tat they are tired... Rest today k... The road we walk to the stadium is so quiet. I make a sincerely apologise to mr james and chee yong. Watever it is, i think this will be better for everyone. Time kind of flies at first. Haha.. They went to call ma and know wat? We called at 10 and they reached at around 11. Not bad ar? We do routhing shift. Haha.. Go here go there... not bad lah. Today time seems to be go by faster. It is a better one. guys, thanks for lending me ur time. Actually wanna write many things but seriously i dunnoe how to say. I rmb can already. Many feelings... Complicated feelings. Forget it.

Seriously i wanna type all this in chinese but it turns out to be cannot publish, so i have to translate to english again.

Many things have had happened today.. No matter wat u guys had said/did, i still think tat partly it's my fault to cause all these things to take place. I really felt so guilty... Especially to cy and james. Really have to sincerely apologise to them tml. I know no matter wat i do, in their heart, we are juz a bunch of irresponsible ppl. But i hope tat we can at least let them know tat we are truly sorry for the things tat we had done/create trouble. To u guys, (u know who u are when u are reading), i dunnoe wat to say. U guys keep on saying tat it's not my fault, the more u guys say tat, the more guilty i am. Coz i'm the one who ask u guys to tag along. Is like for tat moment, i felt like i'm seriously very very suck. I hate tat feeling. I know u guys will say i stubborn or wat, but i seriously am stubborn. No use of "psychoing" me coz i really very stubborn.. Juz let me handle all the things for once can??? Can trust on me this time?? I will do all the things tml (if u guys are reading). Although seriously now, i dun have the courage to say it, but pls, give me a chance to do so can? I will explain everything tml. Let's make it a better one tml k guys?

I suddenly feel like blogging... Juz wanna blog how i feel much earlier.. Have u guys ever tot tat the more people know ur blog, the more things u are hiding? U cannot blog ur real feeling. As in wat you are thinking, how u feel and ur emotions. U are hiding almost everything. So wat's the use of blogging so much when u are not blogging ur real feeling? Curently or me i blog becoz i wanna rmb the happy/sad/angry complicated feelings i have. But now i hardly blog how i feel, wat i think and stuff like this. Now, it's 2.33am and i need to wake up at 5.30am later to work. Power ar? I can't slp. I suddenly feel like blogging this thing. night.. Juz to say confirm tml i dun have the "xin qin" to work. Haha... Thankd about the things i have say ba..

Finally i can update my blog already. Haha.. K, sat and sun ton at leng's house and then got back home to slp for hours.

Seriously i have forgotten wat had happened for the past few days already. All i know is tat i keep on tonning with wt and kw. A few days back (on tuesday), i was tonning at east coast and bedok jetty. Wow, at first i tot kw bluff me as seriously there no stars at all during 12 plus am. But at around 3 to 4am, u can see the sky is full of stars. Ok, at least to me is so many. At least 20 to 30 stars. the stars seems to be blinking at me, telling me smt.. All i want is to stay over there and look at the stars. So nice, how i wish for tat moment, the time can juz stop moving.... Then we continue to tok, oh yah before tat they were toking about this "destiny plan". Haha... Ok, it's our secret. haha... After looking at the stars, wt wanna go toliet. Haha.. Ok, smt happen... Haha... Anyway, thanks ar guys.. U know wat i am refering to if u guys are reading. But i think most probably they are not reading it de lor. Our 1st time... Haha.. fun fun.. Muz master the skill hor. =D We went back at around 11 as wt need to go back home to register his gems.

On thursday, i went out with xuan. yah, backto greenridge in the end kana chase out by the new principal when i was teaching the guides. Ok, i have forgotten all the commans and seriously i am. haha... have dinner with xuan and clever me, i have forgotten to take back the persent from her. Need to meet up with her to get back the thing. Haha.. We will always meet up de lah. Dun worry. Xuan, be strong. u know wat you want and u dun want, juz follow ur heart k my dear?? Need anything juz give me a call. =D

Friday, which is today, i went to sentosa with wen ting. wow.... another my first time. Ting, only u know, haha.. shhhhhhhhhhh.... Now i got sun burn... Cool ar? But i like the sun. I love sun!~ Actually planning to meet up my collegues but ended up i cancel due to smt. Forgot it. went to have breakfast + lunch + dinner with ting at cine. Then i went back home as she needs to go cityhall to meet up with her friends. Oh the way back, i keep on thinking many things. Dunnoe whether izzit a good thng or a bad thing. Life is like tat, fate brings 2 person tgt without knowing tat they are fating to be tgt. yah, we are back to the same topic. Destiny and fate. Wat's the different between fate and destiny? can someone juz help me to answer this question? Ok, today i have blog alot already. enjoy reading it.

I am very very angry now. my sister keeps on using my laptop. Tat time she used 9 hours plus near 10 hours. Then today, i juz discovered tat she used already but didn't keep my laptop. I think she oso use up to at least 3 to 4 hours coz i went out at 10.40pm. Idiot lor.. I wanna keep/lock my laptop already. is not tat i selfish or wat, she is like this. Every new things she will be the 1 one to use and play. As time goes by, she will use longer and find excuses to use. I know i'm abit bad, but i really can't stand it. I dun mind she use, but she use damn long lor. Hello, tat time she played 9to 10 hours i am so freaking angry already and nearly lock my laptop already. Now the things happen again, wat is this. I really can't stand it lah. Gonna lock my laptop already. Use only if my premission is grained. I dun give a damn thing already so wat she is my big sis? Big sis can like tat? Use sis com and then juz put there, waiting for who to keep for her? Wat if my laptop have scratches? Who bear the responsible? She used my things is ok, but bring back all not in a good condition. even my bag oso. Until now not even a "sorry" is heard from her. Can she juz apologise instead of yelling at me as if it's my fault? I juz reached home from leng's house and let me see this kind of thing. Use my laptop, say wanna watch tv, then last time can play desktop and at the same time watch tv? Wat is this?!?!?! Dun care le. Still set a user for her. Is her laptop or mine laptop? I use the reason, "i buy de hor, why she use more than me?" then she keeps quiet. the next day do the same thing again. Every person has it limit and seriously she is over my maximum limit already.

Power ar??? I was "tonning" at wt's house ytd and i'm tonning at leng's house today. And here i am, i am at her house now. Haha.. Saying about the things ytd ar... here it goes..

Went to watch movie with zr, mina, ep, sk, wt, kw and leng ytd. we went to watch ice age 2. Em... Movie not bad lor, juz tat leng went out halfway thorugh the movie as she needs to meet eugene later. After the movie, we were deciding where to go again. Then wt decides to go his hosue watch the scary movie as ep tot tat there will be scary movie. But before tat we went to westmall to get our (kw and my) dinner. Haha.. Went to Ntuc to get ourseleves tibits. Hahahahaha... Fun fun fun...

Reach wt's house in 10 minutes time. Watch tv watch until 10 plus and then went to his room and play com. Reach 11.30 we went out again and then watch tv. Turns outs to be nth. We watch vcd instead. Guess wat? I take out my contact lense and i cant' see a thing. I mean it's blur lah. Then i have to sit infront of the tv. kw really take care of me ar.. And wan tian oso lor... Omg.. Then i break wt's glass. They only focus on me lor. I mean... They keeps on saying, "zhi wei, dun ever come down, u stay there (coz i without my contact lense) coz i can't see the glass clearly. Some more i'm wearing skirt lor. They help me to clear up all the mess which i have created at wt's house and take care of me lor. *tOuCh*. Real touch, if u guys are reading my blog, like to a say a big thank you to u guys and sry for creating the trouble. I'm dog who lost its' owner. Haha... Lost as in i can't see a thing tat's why i can't follow my owner. haha.. Tok tok tok.. Know them lots of things. Really.. Glad to know them.. real glad. in between I am gonna doze off i tell u. I'm so tired, haha.. then kw keeps on calling me to wake up. Haha.. At around 5.45am, we starts to tok already. Tok until 10.30am lor. Haha.. Went home after tat coz too tired liao. Kw and i walk to the bus stop and then i board 188. Tok quite alot leh. Haha.. Reach home slp for 6 hours and then wake up to makan. Tok in the internet for awhile then here i come, at leng's house. end of story!~ Ya!~

Zhi Wei

in her sweet 20
24th Feb 1988
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