Com spoil... Idiot.. Forget it... Watch "juz like heaven" with zhan he ytd. Took a neo-print with him. Oh yah, he says my smile is abit fake. I think so oso. Haha...

Today working. Free labour for 40 minutes and then wen to the Penisular hotel for the supper. I really dun wish to update... Very tired but full. Haha... Saw Ivy, annie, gina and many ppl lah. Miss them all. I gonna quit soon.. Only those who read this know ah.. Haha.. Woohoo.. Finally.. I gonna enjoy my carefree life again.

Wake up in the morning and pass the shirt to jerry and then bac to slp until 11.30. Bath and then went to my grandma house. It's my grandma 90th birthday. Wa... 90 le.. It seems so good... We were having buffet at her house and then i went off with david kor kor as he is taknig a cab to his couching place. He is singapore bowling team wor. Represent singapore for bowling de wor. Haha... Anywa, he drop me at lot 1 and then i went to meet wan tian they all. I seriously think tat it is not a class gathering. Leng didn't go, ting didn't go, jing cai didn't go then i was like urgh... For a moment, i was wondering why i go there. Forget it. Is want tian organise de tat's why i go, but in the end all my close friends didn't turn up. Lucky si hui came at 7 plus. Someone spoil my mp4. Idiot... So damn fed up. Got some more cracks already. Idiot... Then after tat walk along at the beach with si hui. Took some pics. Will update over here. Seriously i wanna fall sick and then take MC tml but after i think for awhile, someone has to take over me in other to cover my job. Forget it.. Went home at 9.30. They are staying over at east coast. On the way home, i tok alot with si hui. Juz as we reach the junction, we say an accident. Hai... Life is like tat.. So we have to cherish every moment we spend. I dun wnna say anything more. All i wanna say is "i juz dun love u no more".

I feel the pressue more. More than before. I need to con stocks from other outlets le. As a CSA, i shall do this. Tat's wat jos tells me. Then i today 6.20 sign out, con stocks and con out stocks until 7.20pm. Then hand carry stocks for customer from Lot 1. Idiot customer. Dun let me see her, if not i will #$%^&* her. I rmb her name, Ann. And carol juz shoot me without knowing. I mean, i juz call the number lor and tell the person tat her/his things has already arrive so u can come and collect. How to check inside whether izzit tally anot?!?! I mean, the previous cashier should be tally with it already and then hand over de ma. Is like wat lor... My fault again. Carol juz @#$^& me. Hai.. Forget it. I 6.20 sign out then i need to con stocks from other outlets and then con out my own counter de things. Wat is this?!?! I have enough, i am juz a CSA, not a TCSA, how come give me so many work to do??? I have it, i dun wanna convert back to a part timer le, i juz wanna quit asap after getting my bonus. Nothing can hold me back....

I juz need u!!! U refering to freedom.... I want my freedom... All i need is u... Christmas is coming... Every year, i am alone.. Hai... Forget it. Will get use to it. Am getting use to it already. This year my birthday is smt special. But only for a moment of time. After tat it only brings me hurt and pain. But thanks to him, who brings my birthday so special. I wonder how my birthday is gonna celebrate next year which is in anotehr 3 months time. Dun say about my birthday first, before tat it's valentine. Guess i gonna be alone again. Haha... So wat's the big deal huh? I wanna slp at home!!!! Haha... Slping is my partner for life!~ Woohoo... Am i abit too far apart already?? Haha.. I think so.. Anyway, gtg le... am working tml... gonna update some pics le.. I wanna change pics..

Have been stack on working nowadays... Life has become so meaningless to me. Is like work, and then eat and then slp. There goes 1 day. Next day is the same. Is like never ending. Have u ever wonder why u are working so hard at this age?? U should be studying right now instead of working!!! Maybe i wanna enjoy my life ba.. Life really seems meaningless to me.. Christmas is coming. I relly wanna go out but i dun think i can go out and enjoy myself already coz i confirm need to work on tat day. Everyday seems to be the same. Repeat juz the same thing as i do almost everyday. But sometimes customer really can brighten up ur dull day. Work + work + work + work = no life. How i wish i can be slacking at home whole day. But for the sake of moeny (need to earn my poly fees), i have to work to lessen my parent's burden. If i get into JC, better still.. but i relly scare of my english. Juz read leng's blog not long ago. I really wanna cherish every hour, every minute, every second, but really can't.. All i am doing right now is work, work, work and work. Getting sian le.. My class (suppose to be a class BBQ but become mix BBQ) is organising a BBQ and wan tian is having a hard time collecting the money. How come like tat.. all so "niao". A few dollars oso need to drag drag. I mean... Some are in Jc and some are in poly already still like tat.. I juz dun understand. Is like everyday working, seems so much money le, no feeling towards money le. Haha.. Not no feeling lah, but when u are handling a huge sum of money everyday, won't u get use to it?? I mean u will get use to it de ba, not surprising de ma. Forget it..

My OTs hours is accumulating... first, i saw jun hao (my IJC friend), and then amir, and then oliva, and then some greenridgain. Was expecting to see ray but he didn't come as he sprain his ankle. Poor him. Hey hey, faster get well soon so tat i can work with u!! Last time we are schoolmates and u know wat lah, and now, we are colleague. Power.. Haha.. Faster get well soon hor dube. Hey hey, u gonna work at Jp and i gonna quit soon. Not bad ah?? Haha.. U really wanna go CWP huh?? Dun go there lah, come JP acc me. Joyce oso acc me le, dun mind 1 more!~ =D haha.. Anyway, better get well soon lah dube!~ Miss ya!~ Faster cmoe back if not someone come interview then bye bye liao. =D

I wanna watch "just like heaven"!!! Who wanna watch??? Faster ask me!!!!!

Guess i am really too innocent.. My mind is being corrupted by my colleagues.. Haha... No lah.. Is juz tat i really too innocent. They says about ONS (one night stand) which seriously i disapprove. I mean so wat both party agrees?? Is like, being cheated.. I dun like.. I totally dun like ONS. Is like hai.. Totally dun like.. Heard from Jerry about his friend gang bang a gal. Tell u, dun let me see tat guy. Not only i will slap him, i will call police. Hate this kind of idiots. Not human at all. But they says tat it's very common. To me, is not. Is something terrible. I wonder how's tat gal now. Hope my friends are not this kind of idiots. Haha... I relly think tat many things i dunnoe. Seriously i oso dun wanna know. Haha.. ONS, not my type and i SWEAR i am not tat kind of ppl. why make urself so cheap??? Hai.. Dunnoe lah. Haha... Tml morning to 9. shit.. Really very tired leh!!!!!

Went to orchard with paul and his friends ytd. Wahaha.. U guys know wat? We went to cinileisure first but it's full book, and then to lido and then to PS and then to marina sqaure. Power.. Everywhere is fully book. And then we went to marina sqaure as yiyi has help us to book 2 tickets but there's 1 more person. How?? But in the end he went off coz he got something on. Well, we catch the 7pm show and it was soooooooooo pathetic!!! We sit at the first row last 3 seats. Then paul and me were like omg. Very tiring leh!!!! My neck is damn pain. Oh yah, the couple beside me were like omg. haha... Nothing to say. Oh yah, saw leng. Went to Lp actually wanna ssay hi to andrew de but he is off. Went to taka and gina went to suntec and relief. And then to Citylink, wanna find eric de but he is not working today. OMG!!! Wahahaha... After movie, we went to esplanade to see night view. Cool.. Really nice.. Chat for awhile.. He really is very devoted. BUt to the wrong gal.. Tat's wat i think. When is the last time i went to there?? I dun wanna mention. Such a beautiful view how come being spoil by him?!?!?! No way man... We went back home at around 11pm. Tired... And then on the train, paul really know many lame joke ah.. Haha... Laugh until like nobody business. Oh yah, there was this guy sitting beside me and was slping. And then i was like.. Is he going to fall on me?? OMG! And then i stand. Haha.. Hey, is not tat i bad ok... 1 more thing, dunnoe who send me this stupid RA thing through bluetooth. Seriously i dunnoe it at first and then when i watch it, i really feel like killnig tat person. Who's tat bloody idiot who send me this?!?! Er xin.. Reach home at around 12 mignight. Tired.. Going to work later.. 6/C. Hope tat my next week schedule is good.

Finally... I'm off tml. I'm so shagged... Haha.. My OTs alot sia.. Dun care.. They gonna employe either ray of fidauz. Anyway, i gonna watch harry potter tml!!!! So happy!! Finally it's out. Haha.. Can't wait to watch tat movie. Anyway, going out tml with paul to orchard. Wahahaha...

Stress ah?!?!?!?!?! Full shift again... Lunch in 12 ctns.. OMG!!! Open stocks open until 10plus. Then do house keeping. I really scare carol will scold as i dun think it's clean enough to meet her standard. Dunnoe lah. Very shagged... Meet up with Jeremy and pass him his things and then went back home. Hohohoho.. Watching harry potter le wor!!! Oh yah, idiot, they change my shift again... Forget it. I can't say anything... I alwys grumble leh nowadays.. OMG. Can't stand myself. Last time i juz work work work. But now really keep on grumbling.. Maybe becoz my soul is not here already. Haha.... Will be working with siti tml. Working with her and shidah is very fun de.. haha... Buai...

I really hate stock take.. No wonder tat time all complain i dun like stock take. Very tiring de lor. Today stock take stock until i am very blur. Very confuse.. Got 1 customer wanna take 2 bag pack de but is like omg.. Make me so confuse. Er xin. Kana scolded by carol. Forget it. Dun wanna mention. Money tally can already. Everything is my fault, in-charge always right de. Me and my grumbling again. Haha... Poor jerry.. Work continuous 3 full shift. Wanna slp le. Night guys.

Seriously i think i wanna study.... I wanna go bac kto my school life.. WIth school, with my friends and the more impt thing is, i am wearing a school uniform. I dunnoe... It gives me the urge to go back to my JC and study....

Sometimes, we really can't do anything. Ppl find u when they need help, once they dun need help, they will like "lost in the world". I dunnoe.. I think tat i'm very annoying... Haha... Think so... I mind the feedback getting from my friends. How they look at me. But sometimes, i really hack care (depend on situation). Like for example today, i am given 1 hour (plus cut and alter) to alter the pants. I dunnoe how many pants but for sure over 10 pcs. Stress... Jos says 1 hour is very slow already. Alvin and siti can done all within 30 to 45 minutes. Hearing wat she has say really stress me more.

Juz have a quarrel with my sis... Forgt it... Everything is my fault.

Sometimes i really wish i can juz go to a place where only beach. I wanna relax myself... Away from stress, away from many many problems... Alone.. alone in my own world... But now, i really feel tat lonely is not good... Paul, if u are reading this, with ur look and talent, i for sure u can confirm u can find a better gal than her. I know u are devoted, but to this gal i really dun think it's worth it although i am supporting u at first, but now, it's really time to give up. I believe if u open ur mouth, many gals will be queuing already. Haha.. R/S is not ur cup of tea now, juz be yourself and ur true love will soon appear. Is the matter of time only. As for me, i where got the time to have a relationship?!?!?! Working working working.. Like no life already. haha... Wanna know my idea partner??? Wahahaha... Here it goes...

Funny.. I love ppl who an make me laugh, taller than me can already, clean guy (as in neat and tidy), know how to present himself infront of ppl, looks (not too sure leh, shuen yan jiu hao), puntucal, very impt, i dun like ppl who are late, know how to keep his promise (wat he really meant), xing hua hua, sorry ah, not my type. Dunnoe lah.. The most impt thing is the chemistry.. I know it's hard to find, and i might not be the persno "he" likes, who knows???

Now is 4.40am and i'm updating my blog now. English exam is over. Wat the... I juz hopw for a pass. tat's all. After tat am working full shift. Before exam break i kana full shift now exam over then first day give me full shift again. And then this sun i 11/C is like full shift oso. Are they human?!?!?! Haha... I am so freaking tired.. Juz came back after watching the excoism of the emily rose with kent, ben and rebecca. Sicne when is the last tiem i watch movie after RS already. Haha... Well, now then i know, now, all hate RS already. Is not wat, but he really show the truth of himself already. IS not hate la, we are all adult. We know wat a person character is like already. And then we tok until 4am. Haha... I guess i gonna slp already. Juz wanna update something..

Sad... Scary.. Compo now ok already but the compre.. OMG... I really really hope for a pass only.. Tat's it.. Tat's wat i'm asking for. Meet yi ting, fatin and wan lin. And then saw jun yan over there. After tat meeting jing cai, jing cai ah jing cai, te bag ah, omg.. K lah, buy a bag for u lah. Faster, find one day we go shopping tgt. Wahaha... Planning to watch movie with ting de but she lah, watch it already. Forget it, will watch it with leng and wen ting. Wahahaha... Guys, all the best for ur reminding paper and all the best to me.

Guess wat?? English is tml.. Scary... Hope to pass.. A pass is wat i'm asking for. Good luck to all my friends who retake their exams. Jia you!~ =D

Know my shift already.. This week i will be damn damn tired... Shit..

Went to jac's house today. Say is to study but seriously i dun have the mood to study at first. But after drinking a cup of coffee, woohoo, got the mood to study already. She's having her first paper today. Maths paper 1 and social studies. Wish her all the best. And same goes to all my friends who retake their subjects. Jia you k.. On the way to her house, saw uma, shwanrick and a guy from greenridge de. Forgot his name already but we know each other lah. Haha... Well, time passes so fast, here i am, facing my o level nearer and nearer. Let's hope for the best ba. Now it's 2.45am already yet i am still awake (i think it is becoz of the coffee which i had drank earlier). Planning to watch harry potter with paul. Wahahaha... Looking forward for the movie!!! And the dunnoe wat with emily rose. Seems quite scary.. Wanna watch!! Think watch it with my pals.. Haha... Leng and ting!!! Lend me ur hands!!! Haha...U guys should know my reaction de wor!! Wahahaha... Looking forward!!!!!~ Wahaha...

Shit... After my exams i'm working full shift. Then i die maple minus 5%.. So idiot.. At home doing english.. Tired tired tired.. No mood to work liao.. I wnna convert back to a part timer!!!!

Guys are always like tat.. And woman are always so soft hearted... Guys always say sorry then they accept his apologise and tgt again. But does the problem juz solve like tat??? Sorry ah.. It will only get worse.. Seeing her cry only makes me wanna kill the guy. N use of pushing the blame on each other, juz face it and solve it won't it be better??? In the next relationship, tell u guys, i will be myself, i am myself already. I won't give in tat much anymore. The preivous relationship i really give in too much. So be it, if u like it then take it, dun like it then juz break. So be it. Rleationship, i really dun give a damn thing on it anymore. Exams,, wat craps is this?!?!?! Sooner or later, the some problem will soon surface it out again then once again, the same scenario happens once agian. Wat crap is this??? I won't let it happen to me and my friends agani.. I swear... And guys, dun ever hurt my friends and me if not u will never have a good ending... Sound harsh but i wanna make this thing whole damn clear. Get it?!?!

After a full shift today, i will be resting for 5 days!!!!! Woohoo.. I am so freaking tired after the public holiday. Have lunch with shujun. I really think tat she's very good. A very nice and sweet gal. Haha... I think customer are very the em.. I really feel like slapping the customer today. Make me so urgh.. Then i take over cashier for juz 1 hour. Do closing. De.. Busy busy busy.. I wanna study. I really wanna study... Wish me all the best for my o level english.

Seriously, when u go shopping, have u ever put urself in the salegirl/saleman's shop?? Or u juz dip for the size u want?? Actually deep down inside their heart, they are not trying to help u with the sizes u want, is they scare that u will mess up the whole stack of clothes?!?! Get it?? They are having a hard time to mantain the store neat and tidy lor. Customer onyl care about the size they want. Seriously, is folding tat difficult?? I mean although i am working this line but before tat i oso know the basic folding ma. Then the tag is facing infront de then customer juz take and put back. I thanks for it but they are putting it in the wrong way. Then muz as well dun put and let us do?? Haha.. Do already muz do until nice nice ma. Then in ur heart u will think "wat's the use of employing u guys to work?? " haha.. k lah, enough of my grumbling.. I think i am too much already. Haha... Anyway,wish me all the best for my o level ba... Happy hari raya to all my malay friends btw. =D

man power really down nowadays.... I am sooo freaking tired... I wanna rest.. After tml, i will be resting at home already!!! Hoping... Wahahaha...

I am sooooooooo tired... Thursday i will be working full shift ok. Then tml mornig shift after tat i will take my exams break already. I dun care. I want a break. I wanna study. Was working mornig shift today. Shortage 5 bucks after taknig over alvin for juz 1 hour. Shit me. I should have tally again. i tally once then shortage idun care already then i juz take over. Shit... Then i bear lor. Kana ID from Carol as i was late on the 28/10. Forget it. Idun care already. I will tender after convert back to a part timer. Thanks babe.. i will love my colleagues.. I wanna study.. I miss my school hours... tat's it.

Zhi Wei

in her sweet 20
24th Feb 1988
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