Seriously i am damn freaking angry now. I burst out and cry AND yet...... Seriously why must i always be the one who handle all these stuffs?!?!?! Izzit pleasent to see house so dirty and YET, nobody clean it and I, always be the one who clean it.
I juz called her to throw away the chips wrapper into the dustbin install of throwing it into the temporally dustbin AND YET, SHE, pretend that i am singing or nth has happen and treat me like an idiot. And i, on the other hand scolding non stop juz to call her to throw it into the main dustbin. I noe hat i have "jie pi", but why can't her, walk to the kitchen and juz transfer it? She replied, "Instead of scolding here non-stop, why can't u juz go in the kitchen and throw it for her?" Isn't she, doing all this instead of me? I have been helping her to clean up the table almost everyday (she always leave her cup on the table wihout putting inside the kitchen) and why can't her do this small thing? And ants always come, an i, always saw it and have to clean up coz i really can't stand the mess. Why i....
Instead of doing that, she, stand up and dance, walk here walk there... Am I that insignificant.... Or are my words aren't significant?? Seriously, i always see lots of ants, and noe wat.. I always the one who kill it, clean it and keep it neat. Do YOU noe that it is so disgusting by seeing all these ants and yet everyone preend they see nth.. Why.. Why muz it be me.... Always me. But she, can lazy until the extreme that pretend nth happen and happily doing her things. I really can't stand it and i burst out, crying.. And she, laugh...... U noe how hurt i am.... And sucky this feeling is?? scolding like an idiot yet nobody reply BUT laughing at me for crying. Why muz it be this way.. And nobody is standing by to help me. I am seriously so freaking angry now and i was crying all the way when i blog this entry... I really had it.. I gonna suffocate soon.. Real soon... Why she, always right and i, always wrong.... Why... I cant breathe anymore.. She and her stupid character... Always see me as the one who is easy to bully, ad i, always will do all these thing. I am still crying now. Sharks.... Damnit... I noe it's bad to blog about this but i really dunnoe where i can vent out all my anger...... She can purposely walk to the kitchen and purposely refuse to transfer it becoz i keep on calling her to do it. Guess wat now, she is bathing right now and still, refusing to do it.. In the end, i still do it for her.... The reason is becoz i dun wanna see a whole lots of ants climbing on the wall. U noe how disgusting that it? I really can't stand it... Anyone, juz anyone, juz help me...
