Tuesday, January 22, 2008 Y
I was reading my past entries which i had writen previously. I felt that i have grow.. From a naive gal to someone who i am right now. I still think that there's some naive elements that are still inside me. When i was reading, those memories juz keep on flashing inside my head. The moments with Ray and Ren Shing really left a scare inside my heart. Although ppl always say time can heal the pain/cure the pain, but time cannot heal a scan. The scan will be permanently there. I still rmb all the sweet moments that we had previously. Although ren shing is a basturd, but he did give me happy moments that we had spent previously. As for ray, i guess he is still in his lalaland right now. Didn't cherish the one whom he loves and the one who loves him. But i am contemned with wat i had now. And i realised that this blog has been with me for 4 years. Previous entries seems to be like a footprint which i had left and i still can go back and keep track of it. Initally when i started to blog, i wanna keep those happy moments which i had encounter. But as time goes by, this blog has become part of my life. Recording bits and pieces of my life. Guess that blog really bring out another side of me... Juz a random post ba.. =)
Listen to my heart @ 6:27 PM
