Saturday, April 08, 2006 Y
Seriously i wanna type all this in chinese but it turns out to be cannot publish, so i have to translate to english again.
Many things have had happened today.. No matter wat u guys had said/did, i still think tat partly it's my fault to cause all these things to take place. I really felt so guilty... Especially to cy and james. Really have to sincerely apologise to them tml. I know no matter wat i do, in their heart, we are juz a bunch of irresponsible ppl. But i hope tat we can at least let them know tat we are truly sorry for the things tat we had done/create trouble. To u guys, (u know who u are when u are reading), i dunnoe wat to say. U guys keep on saying tat it's not my fault, the more u guys say tat, the more guilty i am. Coz i'm the one who ask u guys to tag along. Is like for tat moment, i felt like i'm seriously very very suck. I hate tat feeling. I know u guys will say i stubborn or wat, but i seriously am stubborn. No use of "psychoing" me coz i really very stubborn.. Juz let me handle all the things for once can??? Can trust on me this time?? I will do all the things tml (if u guys are reading). Although seriously now, i dun have the courage to say it, but pls, give me a chance to do so can? I will explain everything tml. Let's make it a better one tml k guys?
Listen to my heart @ 11:58 PM
