Wednesday, April 19, 2006 Y
All i wanna say it's tat.. Ytd, the whole day i am feeling uneasy.. I dunnoe about u but i am seriously feeling so uneasy. Sometimes i got the urge to msg u. Although it's only 1 day, but it's seems like years. Sounds too over le huh?? But it's true.. Maybe it's habit ba. Gots lots of things to chat with u. At first tot tat we hit off really well and fast but as time goes by, it's seems more than tat to me. I dunnoe wat izzit actually at first but the feeling seems stronger ar? I know u urself oso dunnoe wat u are thinking (coz of something). Can i ask, wat u guys (u and ur ex) do before u 2 are tgt? As in same like us? About Z tat mattter, it's up to u coz seriously it's hard to let go. Dun bother about my feeling coz i dun want both of us to regret ar.
Today, before i went to meet u, i dunnoe why my heart is beating so fast ar. Izzit anxious to see u or smt more? Seriously whenever i'm with u, it's so comfortable. Like can tok non stop. Wat happen in the cinema really makes my whole body feel hot. U know wat izzit... I know tat i'm blushing.. I will blush.. coz seriously tat i dun wanna hide my feeling le. I dun care who are reading this.. I juz wanna confirm about my feeling... I like u... It's so damn fast. 1 to 2 months and it's like tat. I dunnoe wat u think about me coz seriously i myself oso think tat it's very very fast. Maybe u will think tat i suck coz like a guy so fast ar? Maybe this is not like but friends leh?? At first i oso thinking, whether izzit friends, or more than tat. But as time goes by, i know for sure tat the feeling is more than friends. Inside the train, we, are thinking... U know, i know. Juz tat we keep quiet throughout the journey. And here i am now declaring things.... to u...
Listen to my heart @ 11:27 PM
