Monday, November 14, 2005 Y
Seriously i think i wanna study.... I wanna go bac kto my school life.. WIth school, with my friends and the more impt thing is, i am wearing a school uniform. I dunnoe... It gives me the urge to go back to my JC and study....
Sometimes, we really can't do anything. Ppl find u when they need help, once they dun need help, they will like "lost in the world". I dunnoe.. I think tat i'm very annoying... Haha... Think so... I mind the feedback getting from my friends. How they look at me. But sometimes, i really hack care (depend on situation). Like for example today, i am given 1 hour (plus cut and alter) to alter the pants. I dunnoe how many pants but for sure over 10 pcs. Stress... Jos says 1 hour is very slow already. Alvin and siti can done all within 30 to 45 minutes. Hearing wat she has say really stress me more.
Juz have a quarrel with my sis... Forgt it... Everything is my fault.
Sometimes i really wish i can juz go to a place where only beach. I wanna relax myself... Away from stress, away from many many problems... Alone.. alone in my own world... But now, i really feel tat lonely is not good... Paul, if u are reading this, with ur look and talent, i for sure u can confirm u can find a better gal than her. I know u are devoted, but to this gal i really dun think it's worth it although i am supporting u at first, but now, it's really time to give up. I believe if u open ur mouth, many gals will be queuing already. Haha.. R/S is not ur cup of tea now, juz be yourself and ur true love will soon appear. Is the matter of time only. As for me, i where got the time to have a relationship?!?!?! Working working working.. Like no life already. haha... Wanna know my idea partner??? Wahahaha... Here it goes...
Funny.. I love ppl who an make me laugh, taller than me can already, clean guy (as in neat and tidy), know how to present himself infront of ppl, looks (not too sure leh, shuen yan jiu hao), puntucal, very impt, i dun like ppl who are late, know how to keep his promise (wat he really meant), xing hua hua, sorry ah, not my type. Dunnoe lah.. The most impt thing is the chemistry.. I know it's hard to find, and i might not be the persno "he" likes, who knows???
Listen to my heart @ 11:03 PM
