Wednesday, November 23, 2005 Y
Have been stack on working nowadays... Life has become so meaningless to me. Is like work, and then eat and then slp. There goes 1 day. Next day is the same. Is like never ending. Have u ever wonder why u are working so hard at this age?? U should be studying right now instead of working!!! Maybe i wanna enjoy my life ba.. Life really seems meaningless to me.. Christmas is coming. I relly wanna go out but i dun think i can go out and enjoy myself already coz i confirm need to work on tat day. Everyday seems to be the same. Repeat juz the same thing as i do almost everyday. But sometimes customer really can brighten up ur dull day. Work + work + work + work = no life. How i wish i can be slacking at home whole day. But for the sake of moeny (need to earn my poly fees), i have to work to lessen my parent's burden. If i get into JC, better still.. but i relly scare of my english. Juz read leng's blog not long ago. I really wanna cherish every hour, every minute, every second, but really can't.. All i am doing right now is work, work, work and work. Getting sian le.. My class (suppose to be a class BBQ but become mix BBQ) is organising a BBQ and wan tian is having a hard time collecting the money. How come like tat.. all so "niao". A few dollars oso need to drag drag. I mean... Some are in Jc and some are in poly already still like tat.. I juz dun understand. Is like everyday working, seems so much money le, no feeling towards money le. Haha.. Not no feeling lah, but when u are handling a huge sum of money everyday, won't u get use to it?? I mean u will get use to it de ba, not surprising de ma. Forget it..
Listen to my heart @ 11:59 PM
