Wednesday, July 20, 2005 Y
Sometimes i think, what is gonna happen to me in my future. Love is not my cup of tea, and wat else?? Studies??? I fail my english this year and i have to retake again when all my friends are studying right now??? I am feeling kind of stress... Out of no where. Juz stress.. I really can feel the pressure right now.. It feels so sucky..... How shall i say... Roy had a private chat with me, he was showing me some concern by asking me why i look so stress or something like tat. He asked me whether i need to apply leave to study anot. well, i really thinking of tat... Should i or should i not? Hai.. really feelnig stress le.. Earn mony but cannot use. Love basically is not my cup of tea anymore. Where is my mr right?? I'm not sure. Heard form tv saying tat god create 2 person at the same time but separate then into different parts of the world. Somewhere some time, they will meet and together again. But it's the matter of time only. Well, have the feeling to be in love again. But.. Scare being hurt again. I wanna be strong, as strong as diamond. Can i??? I won't get hurt again easily already. Izzit really true??? Hai... suan le...
Listen to my heart @ 11:41 PM
