Wednesday, June 01, 2005 Y
In life, there's ups and downs.
How come we always say there's better guys out there but gals dun usually meet them??
Or rather 1 out of a million???
Where are all the good guys go???
It hard to find someone who is ur ideal man/gal,
but when is the time??
Izzit so hard to find ur ideal partner??
Someone who can share ur sorrow and ur happiness throughout the journey with you.
Sometimes when i am walking on the streets, i see couples holding hands and cuddling.
I am so fill with envy....
Why can't i be like them??
Being pamper by their love ones...
But can i???
In each relationship,
i will gain something after each relationship and tat's experience..
Tat's all i gain...
other than tat, it's sadness...
Each time i am in a relationship, i am hopping for ever lasting,
But do they really exist?? It's a no to me...
wat's the use of saying "i love you FOREVER" when there's no such thing as forever??
I dun believe in "FOREVER" anymore...
There's no such thing as "forever" in my dictionary anymore..
Can i really believe in love again??
can someone change my concept towards love again??
it hard.. real hard...
There's so much things i wanna say but i juz..
can't say.....................
Time really will heal everythng??
Even the scar??
There's something which cannot be erase...
and that's memories..
something it's a bad thing having too much memories..
Everywhere i go, i will think of someone...
Why why why...
coz of the memories...
izzit a good thing or a bad thing?
who knows??
Listen to my heart @ 12:35 AM
