Wednesday, May 18, 2005 Y
To be exact, RS and i break off coz of character. Not compatible?? Yah.. Tat's for sure... Sorry guys, i didn't really say out the reason why we break.. Sorry... Btw, I have lots of things to say to him but wat's the use of saying it all out suddenly after so long?? Sorting out old scores?? Wat's the use man... So i juz let it rest lor... Xuan is right... Lesson to be learn, not to trust a person 100%... Sorry to those friends who are reading this coz really... I learn form experiences already. Agree??? Oh yah, i'm not working today coz they last min need to cut off ppl n i'm one of those suan one. De.. -_-" Haha... Kind of miss school life..... Miss greenridge sec class 4E1... Miss the 1st 3 mths gang... Sherine, pei shi, siew noi, shi ling, gillian, geraldine, jonathan, bear, SJ, chan chai nic and alot more.... If NYP really rejected me, i guess i gonna enter next year already... Coz of my english... So wat for i so sad?? It's my fault right??? I know it's hard to take it... To me, it's the face.. I know wat you guys are thinking... I really care about the face i guess.. Coz u know.. It's not nice to say tat u are not studying to other ppl... Tat's why in the first place i die die muz enter a course. But why i reject RP?? K now here the real reasons... I rejected RP becoz school started on the 1st of april. tat day is the 1st mth anniversary with RS. And basically i am still in a holiday mood. RP, tat course.... I admit tat i over thought myself already.. Tot tat i can enter NP or SP for sure.. But yah.. Disppointment... i dislike RP, tat time yes... but after toking with cynthia, i found out tat RP is quite nice oso.. I know it's abit too late already so wat's the use of regreting right?? All i can think is i pass my english and enter a better course, isn't tat better??? really... Above is the real reasons why i rejecting RP's offer.. Dun rise up tat matter again le ok?? haha.. I say it all out becoz it's over.. yah.. So it's time to let you guys know... Oh yah.. Nowadays wesley and i kind of close ah?? haha.. I have become wesley's love consellor already... Haha.. There's some lose and gains from love.. Seriously i really know how to console ppl and give them advice but myself, nope.. I think back.. seriously i think i'm being blind by love alreacy.. It's juz... Uncontrollable... The feeling.. It's juz so complicated... Guess wat?? i think alot of things i could do if i'm the normal myself...... I mean.. the way i handle... But when i'm in love, i juz... dunnoe how to handle... Guess i ned an angel to help me with this.... I tend to believe myself more.. Tat's why i dun hear other ppl advice when they giive me.. I'm so sorry... I really learn my lesson already.... Not to put in 100% in love.. tat's an advice given by xuan but i didn't listen to her.. yah.. Here are some msgs from my friends out there... Really appreciate it...
Leng, sometimes u are the one who lend me a helping hand...
Michelle, u too... Thanks alot of all the help...
Isk and ray, even though u guys are those joker tat type but at least you guys are there for mr when i'm down... Thanks..... U guys are great...
JC, u ah.. haha... Thanks for all the words...
Jac, thanks alot... For rebuilding our friendship and giving me all the advice..
Paul, haha.. Even though we ddin't see each other yes.. but thanks for everything... (he is my pri school friend and we like didn't see each other before?? haha.. Once only lah.. yah..)
Xuan, sometimes i really wanna contact u but u have ur own problems too.. So i dun wanna disturb you.. But as long as we still stay in contact, tat will be good already...
Rebecca (she will not be reading this, haha.. but still, i wanna thank her. If by chance she read this yah.. haha.. tat's will be good.. =D), tat night, the way u said out things were like "boo".. haha.. Power.. He is wat you had said to me.. yah.. THankd for it.. And 1 thing, ur english is really power... A2 ah.. really power... Mass com will be a good choice for you.. yah....All the best to you in TP bio tech!~
Melody, thanks for it... for that short period of time. haha.. Even though we are not tat close but thanks for it..
Kent, ben and huan jian --> really have to thank you guys.. Tat night at lot 1 around 1am or 2 am?? haha.. It's ncie chatting with you guys... And kent, thanks for your help...
Zhen he,thanks for coming down all the way form your house to my house to console me.. I should have listen to ur advice.. I should have scold him tat night.. haha.. (he will not be reading this) Yah...
So touch ah?? haha... Anyway, really wanna say out all these already... thanks alot guys.... *MuAcK*
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