Time seems to be dragging........................... I woke up at 7am... 1st time i woke up so early.... I didn't slp well..... The whole night i was thinking of him....... The things he said.... was sooo harsh.......... I felt so lost.. SO hurt.. So sad.. I didn't tok much today.. I guessed my family knew tat something it's wrong with me...... I msg him at 2 plus telling him tat i will be calling at 10.. To tok things out........ Time really seems to drag...... I kept on looking at the clock..... hoping tat it will reach 10 asap.............. Finally, it's 10pm. i called his home but it was busy.. I called his hp then.. He sounds sooobu shuang..likethose heck care heck care those kind.... He told me tat he will be calling me later... For the time being, i tok to wesley... He finally msg me and called me to call huan jian's phone. we tok lor. he really sounds not right........................ he is expecting me to say something??? I dunnoe.. i say all i could say.................................. Heard form ben saying tat today he was free. he said tat monday he is working oso (i mean before we really had a quarrel). He told me see how lor.. After a week.... maybe shorter or longer... I dunnoe.. I guess this relationship is gonna end.... I dun want... i really dun want..... If he really break with me, i guess this time i really dun believe in love again already..................................................................
