Tuesday, April 26, 2005 Y
Sigh...................... I dun wanna go for training today... I dun have the mood to go........ My mind is him.. Only him.... The whole training, i was so unhappy... So depressed.................... Ppl seems to dun get close to me.. I dunnnoe... maybe my face wasn't friendly enough coz u guys know my face when i'm unhappy right?? I can't smile at all... After tat i went off with Alicia (my friend whom i know her at the training section). I went to marsling to meet michelle. I am so sad.. i didn't look for leng coz today it's her 1st mth with eugene, i dun wanna disturb her... Leng, sorry.... And michelle, thanks for being there for me when i need some1 to turn to.... thanks alot.... Really.. ASeriously i dun wanna break............................................... I really dun want................................ Pls...... I belive the feelnig is there............. I really hope so........
Listen to my heart @ 11:59 PM