Wednesday, April 20, 2005 Y
I slacked at home today yes. I didn't go out today. Kind of miss him. Something juz not right... Ph yah, ireceived a call from the ritz caltin and they called me to go for the training next tues. Finally i had found a job yes. Oh yah, back to the topic. I msg him today, telling him tat i got a job. He tot tat i gonna turned down the job again. he was like.. I think he dun have trust in me or something coz i turn down 2 jobs already. 1 is jessica tat job. coz it was like, we need to take cab to go there and jessie and i had to pay for the cab fee. hello, cck to tamp was like how much?? At least 15 bucks lor. Then go there come back muz as well stay at home. The money we earned paid for the cab for izzit?? Tat's why i turned it down. The other one is huan jian tat job. Oh come on.. tat job i need to call ppl to join the company (like those marketing). Then 1 month can earn about 100 bucks?? Tat job is a long term one lor. who will wanna work tat job now?? De.. Then he was like saying me for not accepting RP offer. I know wat i'm doing. He said tat rebecca oso paid for her course first then change choose pay anotehr 1000 plus. he called me to paid tat 100 plus first, he scared tat no poly wants me. I know wat he was worrying about but i really know wat i am doing yes. I can't afford to paid the school fee at RP if i know i'm not planning to stay at tat course. My family can't afford it. I need to work.. To pay for my school fees and a lap top (if needed). He dun support wat i'm doing. Which i really dislike... we seems to be drifting apart.......... I dun wished to be like last time.... Like ray and i..... hai.. suan le... Dun say le... I hope he will understand... yah...
Listen to my heart @ 11:26 PM
