Tuesday, March 01, 2005 Y
28.02.2005Today, ren shing and me went and catch a movie at lot 1 i nthe morning before we get our results. We watched hide and seek. Well, at first, i refused to let him hold my hands. But after tat, i let him hold. First instant, u guys might think tat it's abit too fast, i myself oso can't believe it. He is sooo damn good to me lor. He kept on asying "i love you" so easily. De... I told him tat it's unfair to him coz ray still inside my heart. But he says dun mind lor. I was like so touch..... Hard to find this kind of guy already. Saw ken they all after the movie. Saw hwee teng and mattew. Haha.. They are still the same. Wahaha.. wa.. Seems tat everyone from CCKSS knows tat i'm ren shing's gf already. de... Haha..
In the afternoon, there's the moment where everybody is veyr eager over something common - o level results. We waited for 2 to 3 pm lor. Coz the stupid principal tok alot lor. Saw alot of faces.... Jun bi got 19, wan tian got 21, yina got 14/15, Chuan Eng got 23, fatin got 27 (she looks sooo damn sad lor)... Hai.. dun weish to say other ppl results le.. When i got my results, i stunned for a moment.. I fail my english.. I got E8!!! Stupid lor. Hai.. English got E8, chinese got B3, double maths got A2, Science got B3 and combine humans got B4. Quite happy with my results but becoz of my english lah!!!! Urgh!!!! I was soooo sad lor.... Went an ask ray about his results. He only pass 2 subs.. I dunnoe wat to say to him... Meet with ren shing. He is juz sooooo sweet lor. He got 25 btw, He rushed down form cckss to bangkit juz to console me.. I was toking to michelle when he reached... Really kind of touch..... he spent his day with me.. Juz to console me... It was raining and yet, he still good to me... Kind of touch. I noe he is sad over his results oso but he only thinks aobut me. He vent out his anger at his friends coz he sad tat i pass my good luck to all his friends already. He is really so damn nice lor....... Cynthia didn't come and take her results coz she was in malaysia tat day. I saw her results... Hai... Dun wanna say.. JC, Yi ting, and cynthia got the same grades... Si hui got the same grades as me (english). We looked sooo galm... Coz of our results... I cried out when i was toking to yu xuan... Sad lor... Hai.... Then after tat ren shing send me home all the way.. After tat i meet him... He console me.. He holds my hand.... I feel so loved by someone.. For the first time.. Ray didn't did tat to me soooo well before. Then we went to lot 1.. Holding hands together. But later then i let go coz i say i need 1 month to forget about ray totally. But he refused. I insist it of coz. Haha.. Went to lot 1 and meet Ken.. He like a consellor lor. Conselling us.. Finally, i decide to accept him... Once again... Let's hope tat this will last.. Forever....
01.03.2005Went to SP to ask something aobut my grades. Yah.. Quite ok lah.. Haha.. Hold hands with ren shing... All the way.. Think so.. Haha. .asw his friends ming hui. Yah... Shing is soo good to me.. Felt so loved.. Haha.. THen after tat meeting with si hui and ken they all. Si hui was very sad over her results. Coz she didn't get any distinction. So it's abit hard for her to appeal for course in poly... Hai.. Let's hope for the best wor!!! Haha... went to CJC and ACJC . Think ken wants to go CJC ba.. He got 15 lor. Ben very ke lian lor. Although he got 12, he can't get into CJC coz he dun have a-maths. Wa.. That's very sad lor. Em.. There's many thnig happen today lah. Haha. .DUn wish to say le.. Tired.. Buai buai...
Listen to my heart @ 9:10 PM
